Alpha Male 5 for Gay Men

[ncbeareatingman]

Hi everyone,

I am new to this forum and have purchased first stage of AM5 for Gay Men just 10 days ago and I would like to share my first insights. Any feedback to my post is more than welcome.

PERSONAL BACKGROUND
As a child I displayed many characteristics of an alpha and was known for courage, fearlessness and behaviour often described "as if I have owned the world". Throughout my life I went through several traumatic experiences. I had double personality: at times confident, persuasive and charismatic and at times weak, submissive, deceitful, passive-aggressive. As teenager I was bullied and always had problems with male authority figures. I would either be unhealthily rebellious or insecure and weak (with little ability to hide my insecurity and anxiety). I had problems with routine, discipline, courage, guilt, shame, sexual expression, self-worth, self-trust. And funny enough all my problematic personality I would hide. Perception of me by male authority figures and by girls or gay men, all would be varying.

Necessary change was at about to come. My world collapsed, I lost contact with all my family, lost my house, realised I do not have any proper structure and order and my self-perception was delusional and I had no proper life skills. Suddenly I moved to the complete opposite site of the world with no money, no self-worth but filled with self-loathe and many more inner and outer issues.

That was something, some would call The Dark Night Of The Soul.

BEFORE EXPERIMENTING WITH SUBLIMINALS
Before I found Alpha Male for Gay Men I was going through Spiritual Awakening that in my case was (is?) an extreme emotional roller-coaster, filled with ups and downs and various crises but I was already going through many challenges that required rise in consciousness and self-awareness when it comes to being authentic, being present in the moment, experiencing consequences of lack of discipline, routine, commitment, responsibility, reliability or trust. I had to see what it brings to be weak and submissive and what comes after acting with power. So I basically have done quite a lot of work on my self. But still I had these moments of deep fall downs, what made me very unpredictable and unstable.

SUBLIMINALS
During the whole process that I like to call spiritual awakening I was going through several short periods of deep presence and sense of inner power. I associated such states with masculinity and I loved those moments. I realised that when they arrive, I am the most authentic to myself.

I started experimenting with subliminals just several months ago. But being very well aware of many dark global agendas I am rather suspicious with my approach, so surrendering to some unknown subliminals was a challenge.

What I discovered was for me very surprising: subliminals work on me extremely powerfully, far more than on most of the people (I base my opinion on various reviews and comments). I believe this comes from ability to fully surrender to them intentionally (once I gain trust) and experience them with presence and with a deep desire for them to work - when I want things, I want them fully and my desire is unstoppable.

Also I believe that some practical spiritual work (or work on self) is a key to the success as it helps with integration and calms down / challenges the ego. So meditation, relaxing music or just listening to the podcasts of some grounded awakened people is of great benefit in my view.

ALPHA MALE FOR GAY MEN EXPERIENCE
I have not found any other product that would target empowering gay men masculinity, not even among the amateur youtube videos. I purchased AM for Gay Men just 10 days ago and I am amazed with the results, especially after reading that Stage 1 is the "clearing part" and rather does not display any effects yet. If that's clearing part and is meant to be hard, then I can't imagine what will happen after Stage 6. So far, I love it!

I had one collapse after the 1st day and few challenges as well. I tend to come back to my insecure patterns at moments but generally I am in the right place and notice very rapid changes in the way I think, I talk, I sit, I walk, I see things, I act... My mind is often clear and sharp. My confidence is boosted. My sexual desires are extremely high (which is fantastic :-)).

True alpha male should come from within, organically and instinctively so that mind is not too attached to self-expectations. Alpha male actions should flow effortlessly and that's what I've started occasionally experiencing and that's awesome.

Here are some of my experiences:
* Senses in my body, it releases some stuck energies. While listening to subliminals (especially in the beginning) I felt in different parts of my body interesting waves of energy, brining sense of unlocking them.
* Facing some insecurities (I strongly recommend fully feeling them when they come and letting them be without any judgments): those moments were also creating some resistance towards the whole experience with subliminals but I learnt not to trust my "insecure self" in decision-making.
*Sharp mind, clear mind
*Sense of great appearance
*Generally more energy but at some points need for sleep to process waves of new energies
*I was approached by a nice, masculine guy at the swimming pool
* I see people reacting better to me and more often looking at me (I try not to boost my ego based on that, but of course it's cool!)
* It is easier for me to be more present, authentic and with greater acceleration I can return to myself
* Massive increase in sexual desires. I always had them strong but what's happening now is quite enormous (I don't mind it at all).
* I became more conscious of my body, feel it more powerfully
* I feel my feet being strong on the ground
* I don't let myself being put in submissive position through subtle manipulations
* No big drama happened so far and I am not more emotionally unstable than before starting AM5.
* More need for structure (finally!), more patience, less focus on worrying, lower self-sabotage and more need to act and achieve
* I am substantially less concerned with what other people think or may think of me or my behaviour and that is huge, because it's my deeply rooted pattern that I am struggling with for more that decade. Of course old worrying pattern comes at times, but quite quickly I feel a nice rush of strong, grounding energy that I associate with masculinity and then I stop worrying and bring positive conclusion out of it.
* I feel as I if am rewarded with nice feelings and presence after conquering some old patterns, insecurities etc.: it's a great masculine (self-assuring, confident) feeling and increase in sexual drive after challenging inner insecurities and facing them.
I love these rewards, they keep me motivated.

Of course these changes are not fixed yet. Even though I feel them intensely, I am aware it has just been 10 days so far.

I am not easily satisfied guy. But, Shannon, AM5 for Gay Men seems to be an awesome, diligent and very consciously designed work. And I feel great appreciation for what you have done and for considering product for gay men. I find this adventure very exciting and I am curious how things will unfold in following days. It's been a great investment so far!

Thats friggin awesome Man!! Wow!! and that so soon. I Love what Shannon said about if you like what its doing for you NOW,wait til AM7 comes out,we're really going for a ride(NOT His exact quote but close enuff fer rock n' roll.
More power to ya fella and By the way I can relate to your background as well as being awareness of my Alpha Male-ness at a younger age,and IM also the 'no no word"- ha! a "Homer-section"!!(Homosexual) as well. Im a Mature Man, as such I tired to change my spots decades ago,even got married to a beautiful brazliian women,fer 10 yrs, it didnt work. I could not 'make myself' straight,i.e. 'change my spots" but damn it this Alpha Male shure as hell tried his hardest to do so. Im sooo glad that that ride has long been over for decades. still fly solo,never have been into slam bamm,thank sam:-) I Look forward to a version of develop maximum sexual irresistablity but of a romantic-deeper-connected-version,someday
more power to ya Man. Keith