01-12-2019, 09:45 PM
(01-12-2019, 08:36 PM)mat422 Wrote: So I'm currently in Dallas and it's not going as well as I anticipated. I mean my overall mindset. Prior to the trip I was prepared, being positive, and felt like I had a handle on things. But it was like a cheap image that just crumbled when put to the test.
I still have trouble not being awkward around unfamiliar people. It's like I pretty much reverted back to myself from 4 years ago. I'm not confident at all. I'm surrounded by people who know what they're doing and are good at their jobs. Meanwhile I feel like I'm just getting by.
I'm gonna go ahead and say I'm currently exhibiting the exact opposite of success right now. Doing my best to counteract it, but it just feels like I don't have a solid base.
I have those days too. It feels like the program is working in reverse. The longer you use the program and the more time you use the program the better it works.
