USLM3- The Journey to Success

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Having some time to meditate on this I've reached two conclusions. 1. Fear has to be removed before success based thoughts can stick. Otherwise it's like throwing positive intentions and energy into a black abyss that swallows up everything. 2. It doesn't feel particularly good to let the fear come up and sometimes it takes a while for it to clear completely. It's important not to ignore it and try to jump ahead. It has to be completely and thoroughly removed. Not just removed enough for a tiny bit of execution towards goals, but killed off completely. That means it's going to feel like moving backwards at times with the fear heightening and the hopelessness. And the fact that the success based thoughts might not be there yet.

Fear for me is not just some little speed bump I have to overcome. It goes deep for me. Sometimes it feels like I'm not making a dent in it and I'm just pushing up against a wall vs overcoming anything. But I guess that's the best way to get me to stop by trying to convince me all my efforts are pointless and won't amount to anything.