So thinking of just switching back to my original plan, the academic direction. As I have just realised I have had my head in the clouds thinking that US/LM could magically bring me into a better financial standing and I could find a way to quantum leap.
It is silly of me to think this, I could be waiting forever.
Just seeing that girls car made me realize a few things:
I am not where I want to be.
It's not really about the car because the only way I would get a nice car is if I had my own house first. As I am aware of a lot of people leasing cars to put out a image of success when they don't have a pot to piss in.
I want to be authentic, real, quality.... Not just a weak "front". Thus why I have the car I have (I bought it brand new, 2013 plate and it is all paid for, but I do live at home with my parents and I do only work part-time, mainly because of my intention to study (even though that has been wavering).
If I do decide to continue with the English class etc I will have to try the IYGSH 4G sub as I have been on US/LM3 for 5 weeks and it has not helped me in that area what so ever, especially of late, me wanting to forget about it all together and go in a complete different direction.
Need to try something more specific and see if that helps.
I'll see what happens.
It is silly of me to think this, I could be waiting forever.
Just seeing that girls car made me realize a few things:
I am not where I want to be.
It's not really about the car because the only way I would get a nice car is if I had my own house first. As I am aware of a lot of people leasing cars to put out a image of success when they don't have a pot to piss in.
I want to be authentic, real, quality.... Not just a weak "front". Thus why I have the car I have (I bought it brand new, 2013 plate and it is all paid for, but I do live at home with my parents and I do only work part-time, mainly because of my intention to study (even though that has been wavering).
If I do decide to continue with the English class etc I will have to try the IYGSH 4G sub as I have been on US/LM3 for 5 weeks and it has not helped me in that area what so ever, especially of late, me wanting to forget about it all together and go in a complete different direction.
Need to try something more specific and see if that helps.
I'll see what happens.
