01-04-2019, 10:03 AM
Day 49
Another day of sub. I could not give time to my business work due to domestic commitment all day long.
Normally i walk or jog as a form of exercise. I went to gym with a friend of mine. I had this fear popping up all the time that some guy might try to rape me. I feel this is associated with my childhood abuse. I have kind of a normal physique. Most of the guys in the gym were quite muscular. When I was lifting lying down I felt quite vulnerable and afraid. I used few machines for about 15-20 minutes and came back. My friend had left earlier than me.
Another day of sub. I could not give time to my business work due to domestic commitment all day long.
Normally i walk or jog as a form of exercise. I went to gym with a friend of mine. I had this fear popping up all the time that some guy might try to rape me. I feel this is associated with my childhood abuse. I have kind of a normal physique. Most of the guys in the gym were quite muscular. When I was lifting lying down I felt quite vulnerable and afraid. I used few machines for about 15-20 minutes and came back. My friend had left earlier than me.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
