12-30-2018, 08:37 PM
Late night post cuz I can't sleep. I feel like I've been tip toeing around success. I also feel like there's still a part of me trying to run away. But I'm seeing lately how it doesn't get its way. Today I worked on some music and I felt this confidence in my decision making that just made everything so much easier. I realized indecision is a symptom of fear. Being too afraid of making the wrong decision can cause you to make no decision at all.
I feel like I'm on the edge of something. Like I want to tear myself away from it once and for all. To no longer have this stop and go game where I improve then slip into a hole of being stagnant. No more of this waiting to finally get on board with the sub fully, it needs to happen now not some imaginary time in the future.
I feel like I'm on the edge of something. Like I want to tear myself away from it once and for all. To no longer have this stop and go game where I improve then slip into a hole of being stagnant. No more of this waiting to finally get on board with the sub fully, it needs to happen now not some imaginary time in the future.
INFP
