12-23-2018, 10:44 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-23-2018, 10:47 AM by ResJudicata.)
Day I’m not even sure anymore
I’ve been listening consistently and keeping to the proper schedule but I’m running into roadblocks when I start to do something. I think when I come back to this, I’ll need to do version A with healing because there is some type of mental block that stopping me from doing things and this isn’t able to just bulldoze through it. The luck aspect has somewhat helped me and I’m happy for that but I’m not accomplishing my goals.
I’m also starting to have physical problems creep in again. I’ve been having issues with my arms off and on for months now (even before I started this sub). I think I’m going to stop this today and then switch to MHS after a month to run it for 2 months for a cleansing and healing. After that it’ll either be DMSI or US/LM A. Some part of me is afraid I’m running away but I’m really not seeing results and it has been over 3 months since I’ve started this sub, even if there were multiple versions. Here’s hoping I have better luck in a few months with A or I’ll switch to motivation and procrastination.
I’ll answer any questions but this will probably be my last entry for this journal.
Edit: Also have had good luck with a few times receiving free food. Usually it was because something went wrong with the meal but they were minor inconveniences at most on the day. I mean, getting an entire $25+drink meal comped because we had no service for 25 minutes was worth it to me.
I’ve been listening consistently and keeping to the proper schedule but I’m running into roadblocks when I start to do something. I think when I come back to this, I’ll need to do version A with healing because there is some type of mental block that stopping me from doing things and this isn’t able to just bulldoze through it. The luck aspect has somewhat helped me and I’m happy for that but I’m not accomplishing my goals.
I’m also starting to have physical problems creep in again. I’ve been having issues with my arms off and on for months now (even before I started this sub). I think I’m going to stop this today and then switch to MHS after a month to run it for 2 months for a cleansing and healing. After that it’ll either be DMSI or US/LM A. Some part of me is afraid I’m running away but I’m really not seeing results and it has been over 3 months since I’ve started this sub, even if there were multiple versions. Here’s hoping I have better luck in a few months with A or I’ll switch to motivation and procrastination.
I’ll answer any questions but this will probably be my last entry for this journal.
Edit: Also have had good luck with a few times receiving free food. Usually it was because something went wrong with the meal but they were minor inconveniences at most on the day. I mean, getting an entire $25+drink meal comped because we had no service for 25 minutes was worth it to me.
