12-22-2018, 10:50 PM
Having thoughts that indicate that all this SMV hype, age, success is a load of shit. Nothing can beat raw attraction, one of my blocks has always been that I need x, y and z to live the life I want when it comes to women. I feel like it's all a lie and I don't need absolutely anything, I can have it all now in this moment. Feels like a war with my internal self, just wish I had a way to overcome my anxiety without the use of drugs. That will be the day I'll feel truly alive. Until then I'll stay on board the DMSI boat.
