Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Mystic Pymp]

What she will do with you, she will do to you. If she will do things you would not appreciate her doing if you were her boyfriend, with you, before you are her boyfriend... wellll.... she will do that with someone else after you are her boyfriend.

Such a woman is not trustworthy, if you want to have a relationship with her.

Did I say I want relationship with her?

TBH I think that I might be for the first time in my life completely outcome independent when it comes to women. Partly because I'm tired from the last relationship and perhaps partly because of DMSI. The thing is ever since junior high school probably there was either someone on my mind I would fantasize about or at least I would look for some opportunities. Now... not so much. I rarely do fantasize, I'm not looking for relationship and I'm just having fun while it lasts.

The question is would I go for her if I had a chance for it and the answer is I don't know. I certainly would way back when I was being needy. Now I think I'd rather keep her as my friend. If anything I fear that if things keep escalating and they'll go the wrong way I might lose her as a friend and that would be painful. I don't know how much in it comes from resistance holding me back and how much is genuine concern.