12-17-2018, 03:46 AM
Last night I felt a ton of anger surface while listening. Like a part of me was saying "enough of this shit, do something". But I have a bad habit of just trying to shrug that off. Especially while not actively listening.
Facing this fear inside me, it seems like I keep trying to put it off. As if I'm waiting for a better way to remove it vs getting in there and just getting my hands dirty. Essentially just procrastinating with the fear removal. I feel it in my gut, it's this knot and every time I go after it my mind puts up a wall of excuses for how I'm going about the removal process wrong as a way to derail me.
Facing this fear inside me, it seems like I keep trying to put it off. As if I'm waiting for a better way to remove it vs getting in there and just getting my hands dirty. Essentially just procrastinating with the fear removal. I feel it in my gut, it's this knot and every time I go after it my mind puts up a wall of excuses for how I'm going about the removal process wrong as a way to derail me.
INFP
