The Modern Libertine's diary

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Yeeeeeeah boy! I'm halfway through the third stage of Alpha 2011 and I have never felt more powerful in my life. Also, I am in the best shape of my life and everything seems to be lining up in general. I feel pretty damn powerful all the time.

The effects lately have been me moving more towards thinking for myself(an odd thought considering I'm using subliminals, but even so, subliminals that empower me to think for myself, hmmm) I am so disgusted by an kind of coercion that I don't even listen to the radio most of the time. More often than not I listen to classical music while I'm driving.

-I have slowed down my pace a lot in life and have been "stopping to smell the roses" as it were. I have really been disgusted lately at how fast paced everyone needs to live their lives and this inspired me to completely give up coffee, which was no easy feat considering that I wake up at 4am usually. Now I have one mug of Yerba Mate when I wake up(Which has about 1/3 of the caffeine of coffee) and that's pretty much it. The only other caffeine I get is when I sometimes take a pre-workout supplement. I feel so centered and at peace all the time now. Life is beautiful all around me.


-In addition to quitting caffeine, I'm also doing a variety of other things for pristine health including taking a huge amount of anti-oxidants(Alpha Lipoic Acid, Resveratrol), Cod liver oil, Maca Root, Dessicated Beef Liver, and I recently started supplementing with food grade hydrogen peroxide which has some pretty incredible health benefits. Google it for yourself, it seems to pretty amazing stuff. I really like it so far. I'm eating really healthy as well. I'm still on the raw eggs for muscle building and those seem to give me a ton of energy too. So you could that this set is really inspiring me to get in perfect health.


-For some reason I've felt like growing my hair out again. It looks pretty damn good too. A girl told me I looked like the dude from "Supernatural" the other day, lol.

-I've been a lot more empathetic and compassionate lately, but with a feeling of strength behind it.

-A woman I barely know(A sexy one at that) invited me on a two month trip to Indonesia today. God, that is pretty tempting I must say...

-I've begun meditating pretty regularly again in the style of "Silva Mind Control" if anyone's familiar with that method. I've always thought it was a pretty good one, especially for visualization.

Anyway, I'm enjoying the set right now. I may even want to do Alpha 5 shortly after I'm done with it.

Man, what a post! It really inspires me, this is really awesome. Live life to the fullest, you must be full of peace now ;-).

Are raw eggs not dangerous in concern of salmonella? I am also playing with the thought of supplementing again with a good vitamin-combo.