John's Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

I've been using stage 1 of the Alpha set for around 5 weeks now (I restarted because I felt I was not getting anough exposure). The effects so far have been a huge boost in confidence but mainly I've been getting very, very irritated with people including my family and friends.

A good example of this was about 10 minutes ago when my friend called me up and started boasting about his new flat and how much money he's making. I wasn't really interested in what he was saying and tried to make this clear. I have absolutely no time for time wasting and other people's nonsense anymore. I just refuse to put up with it. This is quite a big thing for me because before, I would have probably let people get away with this sort of behavior. I was feeling really annoyed about 5 minutes ago but now I'm actually feeling pretty good about myself and the changes that are happening. I'm glad that I am going to be a different person when I finish the 6 months.

I guess this is also a good sign that the sub is working as it should

You've just reminded me of what that was like. I'd totally forgot already about that effect. Goes to show how quickly we forget what we where like only just a few months ago. Change can slip but unnoticed unless you have a watchful eye.

I too had that frustration for the first two stages. By the third stage it was almost completely gone, and almost certainly gone by stage 4. no where to be seen now on Stage 6. We are using different versions though, so your frustration may subside earlier. I found it quite liberating for a while and managed to put it to good use. I'm glad it's gone now though.

I look forward to seeing what results you get from the subsequent stages. I've seen your post in my journal and I'll type up a reply for you tomorrow when I've got more time.