12-09-2018, 05:36 AM
Got hit by some serious fear yesternight, as I was working on that thingy for today's recording. Had to lie down, fell asleep, woke up in several hours, having come with a conclusion related to this (I think it's leftovers from clinical depression I went through several years back - basically, no wonder it happened: basically, anything I actually want to do is, at some level, scary or has been made scary for me through various experiences and human shittiness). Went back to sleep. In total, I think I may have slept for over 14-15 hours. Actually no wonder since I was coming off the tour, which was exhausting, and may have something to do with the fact I've switched two 5.5g subs with no break (I was halfway expecting an increased need for sleep because of that).
Feeling good now, though. Still getting sensation indicating that fat is being burned up, albeit not as strong as when I was actively listening to the sub. Also I could eat a horse, and have eaten quite a bit, but it gets used up pretty swiftly. Going to have to pull an all-nighter on the translation job, because I didn't get much done yesterday (because I was sleeping, lol), but that's par for the course in freelance translation, lolz.
I'd be listening to DMSI now, but I'll be doing that later because I've got that recording session in a couple of hours. Next 2ndry ASRB break I'm switching to early morning listening, and will be trying to maintain it as long as I can (so probably until the next tour, which isn't until January, whipppieee!)
Let's keep crackin'
Feeling good now, though. Still getting sensation indicating that fat is being burned up, albeit not as strong as when I was actively listening to the sub. Also I could eat a horse, and have eaten quite a bit, but it gets used up pretty swiftly. Going to have to pull an all-nighter on the translation job, because I didn't get much done yesterday (because I was sleeping, lol), but that's par for the course in freelance translation, lolz.
I'd be listening to DMSI now, but I'll be doing that later because I've got that recording session in a couple of hours. Next 2ndry ASRB break I'm switching to early morning listening, and will be trying to maintain it as long as I can (so probably until the next tour, which isn't until January, whipppieee!)
Let's keep crackin'
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
