12-08-2018, 03:55 PM
DMSI 3.3D Day 2
I took my parents to the concert today, the first chance to see and experience new DMSI out in the field. Nothing major but I noticed my eye contact was much stronger, I did hold it for longer than usual. I got two types of reaction from that: kind smiles and "why do you stare at me" looks. Interesting.
Also interesting are two thought patterns I noticed in myself. First one is something like "I don't think I'm ready to run DMSI, maybe I should switch to Ultra Success/LTU/whatever else". Nice try resistance but that ain't gonna work.
Second one was I was thinking about my female friends I might want to have sex with and for the first time (in my entire life I think) instead of thinking "yeah, she's pretty, I'd have sex with her if you wanted" I though "Oh, I'm sure she wants my D!". Might be placebo at this point and I'm not sure how important are randoms musings after laying in bed but that thoughts were so genuine there must have been more to them.
I took my parents to the concert today, the first chance to see and experience new DMSI out in the field. Nothing major but I noticed my eye contact was much stronger, I did hold it for longer than usual. I got two types of reaction from that: kind smiles and "why do you stare at me" looks. Interesting.
Also interesting are two thought patterns I noticed in myself. First one is something like "I don't think I'm ready to run DMSI, maybe I should switch to Ultra Success/LTU/whatever else". Nice try resistance but that ain't gonna work.
Second one was I was thinking about my female friends I might want to have sex with and for the first time (in my entire life I think) instead of thinking "yeah, she's pretty, I'd have sex with her if you wanted" I though "Oh, I'm sure she wants my D!". Might be placebo at this point and I'm not sure how important are randoms musings after laying in bed but that thoughts were so genuine there must have been more to them.
For not by numbers of men, nor by measure of body, but by valor of soul is war to be decided.
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4
~Belisarius, the last Roman
Certitude is for the puzzle-box logicians and girls of white glamour [...]. I am a letter written in uncertainty.
~36 Lessons of Vivec, Sermon 4