12-03-2018, 02:04 PM
(12-03-2018, 08:57 AM)whome Wrote: The gauge I was using to decide whether to go back for a ketamine infusion was my emotional state; after I started working with my energy healer it never quite dipped so low as to make me want to go back.
It's hard to explain what the energy healer does. Sessions are all "place your hand on your shoulder; breathe. OK, now yawn and stretch and bring the energy in with your arms. Now hum."
I feel very mixed. He's helped me a lot, and continues to, but the emotional pain came up something fierce a month ago to the point where I was pondering going back to get some ketamine. That's why I started with USLM in order to get the FRM going and ripping out fears underlying it all. And it has seemed to work so far. On the third day things lifted and I've been doing pretty well.
USLM is weird in that I can't even keep focusing on what are nominally my goals. They really do seem so far out of sight that I can't keep them in mind, but apparently the FRM is still finding enough fears to chew through.
Again, interesting. Would love to find someone like that in my city.
Nice to hear that USLM are working well for you! I have had great use of E2 and are feeling that my self esteem is growing, which have been much needed. I'm not sure what to do next, so I will be running E2 and possible E3 until that is more clear. I see it as as sign that I am not fully healed until I know what the next step is
