12-02-2018, 05:53 PM
I took a nap midday today, I just straight up crashed. I was watching videos on music theory and was nodding off and thought I might as well because I'm not being productive. Anyway I woke up from that nap and finished the video. Then I opened up my DAW and started chipping away at the track I've been working on.
Something definitely changed. I was much less hesitant with my decisions. I noticed a lot less second guessing. I can usually only access that type of feeling when I drank caffeine or alcohol. For some reason caffeine put me in that "just do it, who cares" mood. But I'd always crash from the high of it.
I never cease to be amazed at how much fear just gets in the way of everything. It's almost like this feeling that if it wasn't there I'd intuitively know how to do things successfully. But whenever it pops up it sort of causes a block to accessing that.
Something definitely changed. I was much less hesitant with my decisions. I noticed a lot less second guessing. I can usually only access that type of feeling when I drank caffeine or alcohol. For some reason caffeine put me in that "just do it, who cares" mood. But I'd always crash from the high of it.
I never cease to be amazed at how much fear just gets in the way of everything. It's almost like this feeling that if it wasn't there I'd intuitively know how to do things successfully. But whenever it pops up it sort of causes a block to accessing that.
INFP
