12-02-2018, 12:52 PM
I am due tonight to re-start using USLM3. I was trying to push myself through and not take a break, but I noticed that there was a definite pattern to the optimal volumes that were coming out of the models when I would run them each morning. It started off high, then it dropped significantly after a couple days of that, and then went to low and very low. Eventually I couldn't even handle very low without becoming exhausted and needing sleep. I had to stop and take a couple days off.
So I am going to follow the ASRB2 from now on. I only got a little bit further before running out of energy and having the effect kill my energy to execute. Don't do that.
Today I am tired. I got to bed late last night and this morning my dogs and cat were being annoying shits. The dogs hear the cat playing with the blinds (because he's trying to catch a lizard on the outside of the sliding glass door, which wakes me up) and then they start whining to go outside. And I have to get up and walk across the house to let them outside, and then wait for them and give them some attention, or when I go to bed again instead (as I did this morning) they just scratch on the damned sliding glass door until I wake up again and let them in. Which they did.
Then I went to bed again before giving them some lovies, and they were not having that. They whined and whined until I got up and gave them attention, and of course by that time I couldn't go back to sleep. I was up fully 4 hours earlier than my GF slept, because I can't yell for the animals to stop or she'll wake up, and they don't stop unless I do. And it was 3 am when I got to bed. Of course the animals don't understand that or care. I only wish I had remembered that when I allowed the night to go that late last night, but we had a wonderful date night, and it was worth it. Can't do that again, though.
So today I've been running on caffeine, since I don't dare use the Awakener, since it will exhaust me more. I don't usually use caffeine, but in rare cases I need to. Today is one of those days.
I can feel that awesome things are coming my way, though. Onward!
So I am going to follow the ASRB2 from now on. I only got a little bit further before running out of energy and having the effect kill my energy to execute. Don't do that.
Today I am tired. I got to bed late last night and this morning my dogs and cat were being annoying shits. The dogs hear the cat playing with the blinds (because he's trying to catch a lizard on the outside of the sliding glass door, which wakes me up) and then they start whining to go outside. And I have to get up and walk across the house to let them outside, and then wait for them and give them some attention, or when I go to bed again instead (as I did this morning) they just scratch on the damned sliding glass door until I wake up again and let them in. Which they did.
Then I went to bed again before giving them some lovies, and they were not having that. They whined and whined until I got up and gave them attention, and of course by that time I couldn't go back to sleep. I was up fully 4 hours earlier than my GF slept, because I can't yell for the animals to stop or she'll wake up, and they don't stop unless I do. And it was 3 am when I got to bed. Of course the animals don't understand that or care. I only wish I had remembered that when I allowed the night to go that late last night, but we had a wonderful date night, and it was worth it. Can't do that again, though.
So today I've been running on caffeine, since I don't dare use the Awakener, since it will exhaust me more. I don't usually use caffeine, but in rare cases I need to. Today is one of those days.
I can feel that awesome things are coming my way, though. Onward!
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
