11-30-2018, 08:42 PM
Stage 2, Day 29:
- Once again faced with a travel opportunity that will help put more money into my pockets, but it’s not entrepreneurial. What I’ve been noticing about many of these “opportunities” since starting BASE is that they’ll come out of the blue and even when I take steps towards them, the offers will be taken off the table almost as fast as they came. Not sure if there is a pattern I’m supposed to be seeing here but when thinking about it deeply it seems my life has been that way for a couple years now. I’m starting to notice this cycle of “now you see me, now you don’t” type of merry-go-round patterns when it comes to financial opportunities. I have to watch closely to see what’s going on because it could just be my approach, or something beyond my conscious awareness causing this pattern.
- I’ve had job recruiters from job sites hit me up out of the blue the past couple days. Strange though, even if I tell them I’m interested they haven’t been hitting me back which I find unsual because I’d typically get a response within hours. I find it strange but I’m still indifferent given that I’m thinking different in terms of relying on jobs for income anyway.
- I’ve been attempting to get a more suitable work schedule at my job for over a year now. Even though I’ve been met with excuses every time, today I spoke to my manager and she actually said she wouldn’t mind making accommodations for me. Come to think of it, somehow me and her have gotten closer over the past 2-3 months. Weird because I mostly just make fun of her. She has done things though such as buy me lunch for Veterans’s day to show appreciation and she actually doesn’t get upset when I tease her. I also noticed that when I text her last night and told her I wanted to talk to her about something, she said that she hoped I wasn’t quitting because it would hurt her. ?...who knows, all this may have something to do with BASE but there’s no telling at this point.
- So far I’m feeling like BASE is the strangest sub I’ve used. Results feel both noticeable and elusive at the same time when it comes to external things trying to manifest. For the most part it feels like the internal material so far has had the foundation set for it.
- Something I forgot to mention is that every few days since starting stage 2 I feel some sort of shift in pressure in the atmosphere and hear ringing in my ears, mostly when it’s dark outside, never occurred before.
- Once again faced with a travel opportunity that will help put more money into my pockets, but it’s not entrepreneurial. What I’ve been noticing about many of these “opportunities” since starting BASE is that they’ll come out of the blue and even when I take steps towards them, the offers will be taken off the table almost as fast as they came. Not sure if there is a pattern I’m supposed to be seeing here but when thinking about it deeply it seems my life has been that way for a couple years now. I’m starting to notice this cycle of “now you see me, now you don’t” type of merry-go-round patterns when it comes to financial opportunities. I have to watch closely to see what’s going on because it could just be my approach, or something beyond my conscious awareness causing this pattern.
- I’ve had job recruiters from job sites hit me up out of the blue the past couple days. Strange though, even if I tell them I’m interested they haven’t been hitting me back which I find unsual because I’d typically get a response within hours. I find it strange but I’m still indifferent given that I’m thinking different in terms of relying on jobs for income anyway.
- I’ve been attempting to get a more suitable work schedule at my job for over a year now. Even though I’ve been met with excuses every time, today I spoke to my manager and she actually said she wouldn’t mind making accommodations for me. Come to think of it, somehow me and her have gotten closer over the past 2-3 months. Weird because I mostly just make fun of her. She has done things though such as buy me lunch for Veterans’s day to show appreciation and she actually doesn’t get upset when I tease her. I also noticed that when I text her last night and told her I wanted to talk to her about something, she said that she hoped I wasn’t quitting because it would hurt her. ?...who knows, all this may have something to do with BASE but there’s no telling at this point.
- So far I’m feeling like BASE is the strangest sub I’ve used. Results feel both noticeable and elusive at the same time when it comes to external things trying to manifest. For the most part it feels like the internal material so far has had the foundation set for it.
- Something I forgot to mention is that every few days since starting stage 2 I feel some sort of shift in pressure in the atmosphere and hear ringing in my ears, mostly when it’s dark outside, never occurred before.
