11-28-2018, 02:38 PM
(11-27-2018, 07:19 PM)findingme Wrote:(11-27-2018, 06:18 PM)Benjamin Wrote: E3 is just about healing, not romance. But being more healed, dealing with things like that it's going to be alot easier to attract genuine friends.
I'd like to tag on something you said to me months ago Ben, for I've held on to it. It must have been my E2 run.
On E2, I surprisingly began getting a lot of intentional sexual looks from women, even while shopping for food! I was stared down by one hot woman while she stood next to her BF/husband. This was after I'd experienced a rather flirtatious younger cashier at another store right before this.
I mentioned this, and you compared experiences on E2 with women vs. using DMSI with women. You shared the women you hooked up with on E2 were of higher quality. Those were encouraging words, especially when I was in and out of emotional tussles with myself wondering if it was worth it to continue. I wasn't even looking to hook up, but it made me consider what I could offer in a relationship, which was a new experience for me. I never thanked you, so now I am.
Cleaning up my inner world really affected my confidence in my outside world. This makes me look forward to more adventures to come!
Thank you
Yes, I did date the kind of girls I really wanted on E2, I just more meant with the last post that it's not the focus of the program. And on E2 I legitimately enjoyed them and it wasn't just like "Ok I just want to have sex with them" though that naturally ended up being good.
