11-25-2018, 06:16 AM
Day 9
I had 2 days of break and I felt very irritated and angry most of the time. Maybe my fear level has changed; I do not know. I was too emotional most of the time to look / notice that.
I started the sub again today with same 5 loops. Busy day. I went to the workshop for some car maintenance. Later took my daughter to play area, did some shopping and took some rest. I felt calm today. The sub has so subtle effect that I never notice when I am very calm. The transition is very smooth. Things start happening and time passing very quickly.
The guy at the entrance of the play area offered me to go inside free of charge. I had paid for my daughter and normally parents accompanying the child also have to pay. I told him I will pay for my entrance. Maybe i was scared or maybe I felt i did not deserve the free entry, but I could not accept his offer.
On the sexual performance goal, I went to see a homeopathic doctor. Normally I am not the person who prefers homeopathic treatment. I went to the clinic and came to know the guy who owns the clinic and who has a reputation passed away some time ago and his assistant runs the clinic now. I was thinking i should leave and go back. His assistant also has an experience of 20-25 years working with the owner. He was not there and I had to wait for some time. All the time i was thinking I should go back but overall I was still there. He came and immediately proceeded to diagnosis with his radionics machine. You have to put your saliva on a piece of paper which is then put inside a machine. The doctor then turns dials , swings an pendulum and makes a diagnosis. Frankly, i was impressed with things he told me, about my sleeping pattern, water intake, anger issues and other aspects. In the end, he gave me some medicines. He was hopeful I would start seeing results within 2 weeks. Lets see.
On the business side, there are still roadblocks. Some registrations and verification are still pending. I was hoping to get it completed by Friday but now things have moved to next week. I am also having trouble with some tools / software which has halted my work.
I had 2 days of break and I felt very irritated and angry most of the time. Maybe my fear level has changed; I do not know. I was too emotional most of the time to look / notice that.
I started the sub again today with same 5 loops. Busy day. I went to the workshop for some car maintenance. Later took my daughter to play area, did some shopping and took some rest. I felt calm today. The sub has so subtle effect that I never notice when I am very calm. The transition is very smooth. Things start happening and time passing very quickly.
The guy at the entrance of the play area offered me to go inside free of charge. I had paid for my daughter and normally parents accompanying the child also have to pay. I told him I will pay for my entrance. Maybe i was scared or maybe I felt i did not deserve the free entry, but I could not accept his offer.
On the sexual performance goal, I went to see a homeopathic doctor. Normally I am not the person who prefers homeopathic treatment. I went to the clinic and came to know the guy who owns the clinic and who has a reputation passed away some time ago and his assistant runs the clinic now. I was thinking i should leave and go back. His assistant also has an experience of 20-25 years working with the owner. He was not there and I had to wait for some time. All the time i was thinking I should go back but overall I was still there. He came and immediately proceeded to diagnosis with his radionics machine. You have to put your saliva on a piece of paper which is then put inside a machine. The doctor then turns dials , swings an pendulum and makes a diagnosis. Frankly, i was impressed with things he told me, about my sleeping pattern, water intake, anger issues and other aspects. In the end, he gave me some medicines. He was hopeful I would start seeing results within 2 weeks. Lets see.
On the business side, there are still roadblocks. Some registrations and verification are still pending. I was hoping to get it completed by Friday but now things have moved to next week. I am also having trouble with some tools / software which has halted my work.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
