11-22-2018, 09:49 PM
Just got back from another first date.
This girl was cute, and she knew it. It was hard conversing with her. I felt like just letting the convo drop so many times but I kept it going. Probably a mistake but I just don't like that because it's too "surrendering" and not pro-active. I like to get what I want. Maybe I'm just justifying it.
We sat across from each other. I didn't feel like telling her to sit beside me even tho I got a booth for that very purpose. I dunno, it just felt wrong to me.
We have plans to watch football at the same bar this sunday. It's the Canadian superbowl. I got her number and it's legit. She texted back.
When we parted we hugged and kissed lightly for 2 pecks on the lips. I was rather disappointed.
Overall a stark contrast from the last one I had where the girl shoved her tongue in my mouth at the end. Maybe first dates are just supposed to be this way? I dunno. I feel like I lost some DMSI edge, which is likely since after every break through in skill, there is a drop and a plateau.
Anyhow, I have 2 dates lined up for Saturday. We'll see how that goes. I also have another potential FWB woman in the mix. And as for this recent chick (7/10) I'll see her sunday and if there is touching and making out I'll keep seeing her, if not I'll move on.
Crazy thing is: with all the women I'm in contact with it's starting to get hard to keep track. I suppose that's a good thing.
This girl was cute, and she knew it. It was hard conversing with her. I felt like just letting the convo drop so many times but I kept it going. Probably a mistake but I just don't like that because it's too "surrendering" and not pro-active. I like to get what I want. Maybe I'm just justifying it.
We sat across from each other. I didn't feel like telling her to sit beside me even tho I got a booth for that very purpose. I dunno, it just felt wrong to me.
We have plans to watch football at the same bar this sunday. It's the Canadian superbowl. I got her number and it's legit. She texted back.
When we parted we hugged and kissed lightly for 2 pecks on the lips. I was rather disappointed.
Overall a stark contrast from the last one I had where the girl shoved her tongue in my mouth at the end. Maybe first dates are just supposed to be this way? I dunno. I feel like I lost some DMSI edge, which is likely since after every break through in skill, there is a drop and a plateau.
Anyhow, I have 2 dates lined up for Saturday. We'll see how that goes. I also have another potential FWB woman in the mix. And as for this recent chick (7/10) I'll see her sunday and if there is touching and making out I'll keep seeing her, if not I'll move on.
Crazy thing is: with all the women I'm in contact with it's starting to get hard to keep track. I suppose that's a good thing.
