11-22-2018, 04:55 AM
(11-19-2018, 07:07 AM)Roy Wrote: Day 4
Started last Friday. After I woke up I was very productive the next day which I'm usually not on Saturdays. It felt different,very clear and focused feeling,sort of like being on modafinil. I also had feelings of fear coming up today after I woke up.
I had a dream where my aunt dug a tunnel under my house and I saw lots of two dimensional scary vampire cardboards, I began burning them with a flamethrower. I got awake after and had lingering fear sensation and was tired for a while after that.
I got free pizza today.
I was on MLS for 90 days prior to that, took about 5 days break as I really wanted to start with the new FRM. It helped a lot with clearing my mind,learning and getting better at my job. I had massive bursts of clearing my house and getting rid of lots of old and unnecessary items towards the end.It has a DMSI like effect on me when I run it.
I somehow meet women I really want and I escalate,it's very physical and doing based on feeling where she is and her responses.I also seem to get more money when I'm on MLS.
Just wanna underline this for @Shannon regarding his frustration with MLS
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.