Mystic Pymp on DMSI 2.4→2.5→3.0.1A→3.1A/B→3.2A/B→3.3D→3.3.1D

[Mystic Pymp]

Why you felt empty?

I don't know, not truly. The huge part of why I entered that relationship was because I could, seducing a virgin and all that. But in the long run she is not fulfilling me in any way. She doesn't challenge me, she doesn't make me strife towards being someone better. What's worse I think I slipped and became "weaker" (I don't know what word to use here to be honest). I got fatter, my masturbation habit became worse despite having someone to have sex with, became more lazy and less socializing. I know these are all my faults but the point is I could do it because I felt accepted by her this way, I could slip and I could replace my own self-acceptance with her acceptance. Only in last couple of weeks I have strength and will to do something with myself and I start feeling more and more like this relationship is a dead end.

I hope what I wrote makes sense