11-18-2018, 08:38 AM
(11-18-2018, 08:22 AM)findingme Wrote: My last sub was E2, for just over 90 days. Lots of good experiences and mindset shifts. It does have its limits though. Shannon has realized that healing and clearing is a never-ending job for subliminals since fear regenerates itself. If the roots are still there, it just grows up again, and again, indefinitely.
I had a nice couple of times on E2. Right when I'd come to a sense of acceptance with my emotionally unhealthy mother, I was hit by emotional memories of my father, someone I didn't meet until I was 17. I felt young, and small, all over again. A long-timer here saw my pattern, recognized he'd done the same himself, and encouraged me to jump onto USLM, which I had already bought. Feeling very powerless (again), I pulled off E2, waited a week, and began USLM v.3.
USLM has the Fear Removal Modules, making old fear-based memories less likely to regenerate. In short, fear does not own me like it did pre-USLM. 95% of my bad memories were rooted in fear, and presently, I'm not obsessed with the problem called fear. E2 is old tech; USLM is the newest tech.
And lastly, fear will FIGHT to keep its place. Limiting beliefs like "I could never change", IMO, are from fear ranting and raving, constantly demanding it have its way. I listened to it for years. I lost peace for years, constantly hoping it'd go away--but fearing I'd lose it too. Fear feeds on itself. Grows on itself. Demands more. Without interference, it never shuts up. Which is why I'm enjoying the FRM.
Fear does not give me life. It takes it away. It never admits this, but it is the vampire of souls, leeching anything and everything it can, and always demanding more.
E2, for deep seated issues, is not the best choice, IMO.
I'll stop. Got on a rant. I trust you'll make the best choice for yourself. Life is short. Make the most of it. For you.
Thank you...im on overcome procrastination now.
Should i start straight with USML or wait a few days
