11-17-2018, 08:27 AM
Stage 2, Day 16:
- I’ve been feeling the irritation still and even things I would normally brush off felt like they were going to push me over the edge. It all came to a boil this morning but right before I snapped, I saw myself as a boy again. Somehow I subconsciously tapped into my inner child and remembered how happy and carefree I was before my teenage years. I even clearly emulated the emotions I felt years ago when I began my entrepreneurial journey; how excited and ambitious I was at the start of it all. The rage I’ve even feeling began to clear away as did all the other negative emotions and thoughts I’ve been holding on to. Currently I’m not jumping up and down with excitement, I feel more of a calm bliss.
- The past few days I’ve been unconsciously finding things to feel grateful for.
- This week I’ve been able to sense my own energy more and can even feel it flowing and surging through my body at random moments. I wonder if this is the polymorphic aura I’m sensing as well as the module that strengthens psychic abilities.
- The mentorship deal it turns out happens to be with a couple network marketers. From the beginning I figured the woman I began networking with was in that industry but I kept probing to be sure. While I respect her and her husbands approach, there are certain things they’re telling me that I can see right through, reading their strategies like an open book. Pretty sure this is the lie and deception detector module at work. In any case I’m on the fence about getting involved with the company, it will all come down to how this particular team does business because if they try and sell using all hype as opposed to balancing it with facts and sensible business practices I’m good and ready to tell them to shove their offer right up their asses and twirl it around.
- I’ve been feeling the irritation still and even things I would normally brush off felt like they were going to push me over the edge. It all came to a boil this morning but right before I snapped, I saw myself as a boy again. Somehow I subconsciously tapped into my inner child and remembered how happy and carefree I was before my teenage years. I even clearly emulated the emotions I felt years ago when I began my entrepreneurial journey; how excited and ambitious I was at the start of it all. The rage I’ve even feeling began to clear away as did all the other negative emotions and thoughts I’ve been holding on to. Currently I’m not jumping up and down with excitement, I feel more of a calm bliss.
- The past few days I’ve been unconsciously finding things to feel grateful for.
- This week I’ve been able to sense my own energy more and can even feel it flowing and surging through my body at random moments. I wonder if this is the polymorphic aura I’m sensing as well as the module that strengthens psychic abilities.
- The mentorship deal it turns out happens to be with a couple network marketers. From the beginning I figured the woman I began networking with was in that industry but I kept probing to be sure. While I respect her and her husbands approach, there are certain things they’re telling me that I can see right through, reading their strategies like an open book. Pretty sure this is the lie and deception detector module at work. In any case I’m on the fence about getting involved with the company, it will all come down to how this particular team does business because if they try and sell using all hype as opposed to balancing it with facts and sensible business practices I’m good and ready to tell them to shove their offer right up their asses and twirl it around.
