11-15-2018, 03:49 AM
I just resumed listening to uslm after my two day break yesterday. I have to say in those two days my mood and productivity dropped off a lot. With all the crap that's been going on at work I need all the support I can get to make it through the day. Had one of our add-ons we use with our main program just decide to completely start throwing random internal errors. Of course this happens at 4:20. 10 minutes before I have to leave. I wouldn't have cared any other day, but this particular day I had to go walk dogs after work.
Had to configure a small SQL condition for something yesterday but my brain straight up did not work. Like I was trying to figure out the solution and just got more and more stressed out. I think I'm just exhausted mentally from everything falling apart. Also I think I still have strong fears associated with taking on difficult tasks that cause a sort of performance anxiety. And from research I've seen anxiety destroys short term memory which is kind of necessary for formulating solutions. So it's not that I'm dumb, I just have trouble thinking sometimes.
Had to configure a small SQL condition for something yesterday but my brain straight up did not work. Like I was trying to figure out the solution and just got more and more stressed out. I think I'm just exhausted mentally from everything falling apart. Also I think I still have strong fears associated with taking on difficult tasks that cause a sort of performance anxiety. And from research I've seen anxiety destroys short term memory which is kind of necessary for formulating solutions. So it's not that I'm dumb, I just have trouble thinking sometimes.
INFP
