11-05-2018, 09:24 PM
Health issues continue. I don't know what's going on. Either my immune system is going crazy or DMSI is somehow making me have to deal with issues I've had for years. For example my rosacea/facial redness went into overdrive today. The skin became shiny and textureless like it was raw but didn't seem to heal at all. I went to the doctor and she's like "I find it hard to believe you've had doctors before who saw your face but never diagnosed you with anything". Long story short we're trying some medication to see if it helps at all. As a process of elimination. It is obvious to me, however, that I simply need to get a doctor who will take my health seriously. Sadly, the last one I had seemed to scoff at any concerns I had which is great for making you feel better temporarily, but not good for actually helping you become healthy. So with my nosebleeds and my cold/flu, this skin condition brings it to 3 things I'm actively monitoring now. It's crazy.
My skin was never this bad, nor were my nosebleeds. Seems like shit is getting real somehow.
In line with that, it also seems like I'm comprehending the seriousness, fragility, and delicateness of life a lot more intuitively lately. I think of relationships now, whereas before I didn't whatsoever. I think in terms of if the people around me are a positive or a negative to me. And I seem to be held in higher esteem too.
Anyhow, crazy last few days. Hope to get some sales tomorrow and start making financial progress again.
My skin was never this bad, nor were my nosebleeds. Seems like shit is getting real somehow.
In line with that, it also seems like I'm comprehending the seriousness, fragility, and delicateness of life a lot more intuitively lately. I think of relationships now, whereas before I didn't whatsoever. I think in terms of if the people around me are a positive or a negative to me. And I seem to be held in higher esteem too.
Anyhow, crazy last few days. Hope to get some sales tomorrow and start making financial progress again.
