USLM2 is continuing to reach deep inside me (lol) and drag shit out of the depths whilst making everything around me just incrementally better. I have a bunch of people at work around me and paying attention to what I’m doing who didn’t before , people seem to be smiling at me randomly which is odd, on the train, on the street sometime people at work who I’m just passing by.
Yesterday I had a challenge where I needed to do a lot of work before a meeting -(for context these meetings are a big deal where I am) , I was drastically behind schedule due to being ill during the week , and although I have been over sleeping and extra tired of late I got up at 5 am and had to get out of bed and straight to work. I worked solidly for 6 hours (which I e never done) and went through the meeting with ease (and even some aggression). In the process of preparing for it I developed a new mode of analysis which is going to make my job a whole lot easier.
I’ve never been able to do sleep phones but this time I am and it seems to be working well. I know somehow I’m not executing fully and there is still some deep fear there. I’m looking forward to getting it dealt with.
Yesterday I had a challenge where I needed to do a lot of work before a meeting -(for context these meetings are a big deal where I am) , I was drastically behind schedule due to being ill during the week , and although I have been over sleeping and extra tired of late I got up at 5 am and had to get out of bed and straight to work. I worked solidly for 6 hours (which I e never done) and went through the meeting with ease (and even some aggression). In the process of preparing for it I developed a new mode of analysis which is going to make my job a whole lot easier.
I’ve never been able to do sleep phones but this time I am and it seems to be working well. I know somehow I’m not executing fully and there is still some deep fear there. I’m looking forward to getting it dealt with.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
