Findingme's E2 journal

[findingme]

I wrote I had no close friends. It's only as true as I want it. I'm not wanting that, and I'd even taken action today to not be alone in this. I shared about my daughter with a close coworker today, a sort of father figure and mentor to me. I actually texted him to meet him early this morning since I know he's emotionally strong, and I needed to not isolate in this. It was relieving to share it. It feels good to not be alone.

I felt sad and poor-mouthed in my last sharing, and I asked myself "really?" No, it's not end of the world bad. I've just been feeling old pain coming up. And E2 kept me out of the victim stance.