Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[ncbeareatingman]

Hey Shannon I just wanted to mention on the subject of fear. I grew up with a lot of it, so did my mom, I swear it's generational. But one of the most helpful things so far with these subs is healing from the damage caused by fear. Meaning there was a lot of self perception growing up that made me feel isolated from everyone else or different. It was like fighting an invisible enemy and when things got rough I only blamed myself and treated myself poorly. Fear is destructive on so many levels with how it influences a person.

Fear is generally infectious, and especially if your parents teach it to you.

Yeah I Know,its sooo the case. looking forward as many of us are to see what all this 'experiement' will do,on many levels... the word 'self love' is redunant,because when there is no judgement,no fear the self is naturally loving. Cigarettes suppress anger,alcohol suppress fear which is exaclty WHY, men either git lovely dovey or thier shit comes up and out and they get obnoxious = assholes. less fear more freedom... sounds like a damn good deal to me, yes the fear based heaviness runs in my family.