09-28-2018, 06:26 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-28-2018, 06:37 PM by SargeMaximus.)
Got paid today. Talked with my boss about how long he wants me to go before I call it quits for the season. He said a few more weeks. So, time to find another job! Which sucks. I really need to live somewhere that doesn't get winter so I can sell year round.
Aside from that, my boss made it clear he wants me selling the leads as well next year, which I'm not fond of. Mostly because it's yet another learning curve standing between me and doing what I actually want to be focusing on: PUA. So frustrating.
I'm going to be looking for another job that hopefully I can continue just getting leads and have that as my profession for the next little while as I get myself set up.
In the long run, I don't want to be knocking on doors my whole life, or even doing sales. Marketing or owning businesses is what I'd prefer. No idea how to do that however. But that's what I need to do.
Of course, in the meantime I also have to be having sex with women which seems like it takes all of my focus as well. Women don't just magically come to you (unless the manifestation of DMSI is working like it did twice this year).
Speaking of DMSI, I really would like it to be that simple: me living my life while hot girls fall from the sky and nuzzle their asses into my- erm, you get the idea.
Saw a HOT Black/Arabic woman in Walmart today. She did the "stop-in-front-of-the-guy-and-look-back-and-make-eye-contact" thing. I just stared her in the eyes and kept walking. If she was going to try and seduce me perhaps she got cold feet. I know approaching can be hard for a girl but DMSI should be taking care of that.
Aside from that not much new. My life seems like it's in shambles right now but that's only because of the winter ending my sales season, otherwise, things would be fine. I'm making money even if I put in the minimum amount of effort so if I work solid next year I should save enough to last the winter. BUT, like I said, I want to eventually get to the point where I have other streams of income. Just don't know how yet. I'm sure I'll figure it out.
EDIT: ION, almost done Michael Jackson's Biography (NOT Moonwalker, it's "The Magic, The Madness, The Whole Story") and I gotta say it was an absolutely thrilling story to read. The author is someone who knew MJ his whole life as he became a reporter when MJ got famous. So that was cool.
My main thoughts are that Jackson was a severely disturbed individual who somehow affected everyone around him in a profoundly positive way. Mostly in positive that is. I never followed his trial or charges against him so I have no idea if he was truly guilty or not (he was acquitted on grounds that seemed legit to me tho. Unlike O.J. Simpson, Jackson didn't celebrate after he was acquitted either, which I found interesting. If anything, he acted like I would have if I realized that people were just making shit up to ruin me: I'd give up.), but reading the book made me realize he was quite disturbed and it was sad because he had this power to just light up everyone's life with his singing and presence. Even today on the way home I was thinking about this then I put Spotify on with an MJ playlist and "I'll be there" started playing. I was thinking "Wtf? This isn't Michael Jackson!" and then I realized that it WAS, and I was like "Holy shit! That's unbelievable!" just this insanely uplifting and moving song from someone who was so downtrodden. It was a crazy contradiction. Not sure I explained it well but yeah, it was powerful just realizing that the song came from that guy.
Aside from that, my boss made it clear he wants me selling the leads as well next year, which I'm not fond of. Mostly because it's yet another learning curve standing between me and doing what I actually want to be focusing on: PUA. So frustrating.
I'm going to be looking for another job that hopefully I can continue just getting leads and have that as my profession for the next little while as I get myself set up.
In the long run, I don't want to be knocking on doors my whole life, or even doing sales. Marketing or owning businesses is what I'd prefer. No idea how to do that however. But that's what I need to do.
Of course, in the meantime I also have to be having sex with women which seems like it takes all of my focus as well. Women don't just magically come to you (unless the manifestation of DMSI is working like it did twice this year).
Speaking of DMSI, I really would like it to be that simple: me living my life while hot girls fall from the sky and nuzzle their asses into my- erm, you get the idea.
Saw a HOT Black/Arabic woman in Walmart today. She did the "stop-in-front-of-the-guy-and-look-back-and-make-eye-contact" thing. I just stared her in the eyes and kept walking. If she was going to try and seduce me perhaps she got cold feet. I know approaching can be hard for a girl but DMSI should be taking care of that.
Aside from that not much new. My life seems like it's in shambles right now but that's only because of the winter ending my sales season, otherwise, things would be fine. I'm making money even if I put in the minimum amount of effort so if I work solid next year I should save enough to last the winter. BUT, like I said, I want to eventually get to the point where I have other streams of income. Just don't know how yet. I'm sure I'll figure it out.
EDIT: ION, almost done Michael Jackson's Biography (NOT Moonwalker, it's "The Magic, The Madness, The Whole Story") and I gotta say it was an absolutely thrilling story to read. The author is someone who knew MJ his whole life as he became a reporter when MJ got famous. So that was cool.
My main thoughts are that Jackson was a severely disturbed individual who somehow affected everyone around him in a profoundly positive way. Mostly in positive that is. I never followed his trial or charges against him so I have no idea if he was truly guilty or not (he was acquitted on grounds that seemed legit to me tho. Unlike O.J. Simpson, Jackson didn't celebrate after he was acquitted either, which I found interesting. If anything, he acted like I would have if I realized that people were just making shit up to ruin me: I'd give up.), but reading the book made me realize he was quite disturbed and it was sad because he had this power to just light up everyone's life with his singing and presence. Even today on the way home I was thinking about this then I put Spotify on with an MJ playlist and "I'll be there" started playing. I was thinking "Wtf? This isn't Michael Jackson!" and then I realized that it WAS, and I was like "Holy shit! That's unbelievable!" just this insanely uplifting and moving song from someone who was so downtrodden. It was a crazy contradiction. Not sure I explained it well but yeah, it was powerful just realizing that the song came from that guy.
