09-27-2018, 05:37 AM
I don't know if DMSI has helped me with her memories. There seems to be a numbness because I don't feel emotional like I used to (before the subs) when I would think about her or other family members. I've been thinking lately that it wouldn't be so bad to talk to her again. I'm not sure if this has to do with the subs or not. It might be because of DMSI because I never wanted to talk to her again. She's getting older, so I might be sensing that time is short.
I got some unexpected healing or help from become irresistibly attractive to handsome men. I had a dream that I was saying goodbye to some people. One of them could have been a woam who represented my mom. What was really unusual is that two days later, the woman got manifested in real life. My plans were hindered that day because I got a blister on one of my feet, so I had to walk a different way. Then I got a blister on my other foot! I had to walk a different way, only to end up right behind that woman. I knew that getting the blisters was a way to detour my plans for the day. I had worn those shoes for a year, and that brand for many years, and I had never had any problems with blisters. When I passed that woman, she was actually listening to a subliminal. I never saw her again.
Seeing your mom again must be very stressful for you if you're actually having to remind yourself not to worry about it. Maybe you need a weekend off. Definately, you should start seeing her on your own terms. It can be a small change. That small change will grow into bigger posiive changes.
I got some unexpected healing or help from become irresistibly attractive to handsome men. I had a dream that I was saying goodbye to some people. One of them could have been a woam who represented my mom. What was really unusual is that two days later, the woman got manifested in real life. My plans were hindered that day because I got a blister on one of my feet, so I had to walk a different way. Then I got a blister on my other foot! I had to walk a different way, only to end up right behind that woman. I knew that getting the blisters was a way to detour my plans for the day. I had worn those shoes for a year, and that brand for many years, and I had never had any problems with blisters. When I passed that woman, she was actually listening to a subliminal. I never saw her again.
Seeing your mom again must be very stressful for you if you're actually having to remind yourself not to worry about it. Maybe you need a weekend off. Definately, you should start seeing her on your own terms. It can be a small change. That small change will grow into bigger posiive changes.
