09-26-2018, 05:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-26-2018, 05:32 PM by SargeMaximus.)
Agitated as f*ck in sales today. Seemed like everyone pissed me off. Had to remain on top of myself to keep from having an outburst. I think I handled everything really well but deep down I felt a lot of animosity towards everyone. I tell myself it's because I didn't work enough this week and I'm not only rusty and unfocused but also agitated because I haven't made nearly enough this week. And rent will be due soon. So, it's totally my own fault but I wish I could still peform even qhen the chips are down.
I did make $225 but it was a grind. Guess I should have stuck it out as I would have easily cleared $300 but I told myself I was in danger of burning doors (sales term for leaving an impression so bad the people there will likely never want to see you again) and that was my cue to quit early.
I did manage to make some people smile and laugh but yeah, just felt really angry. Hopefully the reality of how much I made today will hit my SC and let me relax and be more myself tomorrow when I go out again.
I did make $225 but it was a grind. Guess I should have stuck it out as I would have easily cleared $300 but I told myself I was in danger of burning doors (sales term for leaving an impression so bad the people there will likely never want to see you again) and that was my cue to quit early.
I did manage to make some people smile and laugh but yeah, just felt really angry. Hopefully the reality of how much I made today will hit my SC and let me relax and be more myself tomorrow when I go out again.
