09-23-2018, 05:04 PM
(09-23-2018, 03:15 AM)findingme Wrote: Ben, I'm seeking your imput on something which has tagged itself onto my E2 ride these last 2 months. Women have been eyeing me heavily while on E2. Last night, on my way home from my friend's house, I stopped at a grocery store to pick something up. When I was about to leave, 2 young women walked in. It caught my attention since one had an infant carrier in her hand, and quickly looking, I assumed the second woman was her daughter. I caught eyes with the second, maybe a 7, who obviously was not her daughter, and we held looks. She was the same age, and......I wasn't ready for this. So, I looked away. It stuck with me since ......I was still slightly mad from my visit with the guys, but this has happened almost every single weekend.
I've never found your E2 journal, but you've mentioned you got laid while on E2. I have just found it strange since E2 has such an inner focus. Well, I've kept everything inside most of my life. But these stares, to me, are attention getting. I got directly ogled by a woman standing next to her husband last week while grocery shopping. Her look said it all. She even followed me down another aisle.
It's funny how an introvert (myself) is being pulled out of his shell by a healing subliminal. But was the attraction thing a constant for you while running E2?
I wouldn't say it was all the time, but it was noticable in that I dated several girls 10 years younger than me while on E2. A combination of it connecting me with myself, my more playful side, starting to do things I used to enjoy when I was younger and finding more joy in it, aswell as the love energy created by E2.
I got laid a few times on DMSI, but the quality of the girls.. E2 was better for that.
