09-19-2018, 12:12 AM
Sounds great Shannon, looking forward to whatever is created.
Here are some things to note recently
1. I asked a woman for her number when I was leaving a bar and she said 'no' I said 'ok I get it'
and she said 'I won't give you my number' and I said 'I understand' and she said 'I will make out with you though' so I said 'great, come here' and we pretty much were all over each other at the bar for the next little while. The chemistry was electric and I told her 'we have great chemistry I think the sex would be amazing' and she agreed, and then I said 'too bad well never know since I won't give you my number now' and she laughed. This was all done playfully of course. Definitely could have taken her home however I left the bar (and she follow me), and then told her I'd meet her later back at another bar. So I could go with my friends apartment to sleep with another woman I was talking to earlier. I did not end up sleeping with her, as my friend got really high, on marijuana, and so did she, then my friend kicked us both out to sleep with his girlfriend who came over, and anything that woman number 2 and I had kind of dissipated at that point. I historically relate really poorly with woman who are high on marijuna, some guys who are stoners, or smoke consistently relate and use that to there advantage. I dislike weed and getting high tremendously and don't ever do it.
2. 2 days later, I ended up spending the night with these absolutely drop dead sexy gorgeous red head, I talked with her for five minutes, asked her outside to smoke a Juul, (I know terrible ), then I kissed her 5 minutes later, she kind of shied away, and I was like 'maybe later'. She laughed and I said we should go to another venue down the street, we went together and it was closed, so went back to her house instead to listen to Eminem and country music, which she was really into. We ended up hooking up alot more then getting really drunk and fooling around but not having sex. She was like 'I know I'm being a cxxt, I just can't do that tonight' and I was like 'Ok, I understand'. I left at 8:30 in the morning and she asked me to call/text later to meet up, I did and asked if she was free to meet up later. I NEVER txt woman the day after seeing them, I think its good to wonder and miss each other for a bit, however I did and she said that she was out with friends. I got reactive that she didn't suggest another time, and chose not to write back, very silly I know, I just can't stand texting. I'm txting her again tomorrow to meet up. With woman who I come close to sleeping with and don't sleep with meeting up again has been a sticking point, it's probably my text communication, which is slightly playful and reminiscent of the time we had,and then right to the point about getting together again. What was cool about the whole thing though, is even though the underlying tones were sexual, there was a lot of romance and fun, and at points deep connection.
3. The week before-I almost ended up going home with a woman, she was with another guy, who she was not dating or seeing but who definitely wanted to see her, and she asked for my number and to meet again. I texted myself from her phone caused mine was dead, and I never received the text lol, so maybe I gave her my wrong number
I'm also just showing up places, I'm not really trying, I'm just engaging where my instincts and flow is going. So there is some cool, and really fun stuff unfolding. Again though not culminating in the mind blowing sex one might expect from a module like this. However, while I'm crazy about sex, love it, and want it, don't really care about it as much as other aspects of the connection/seduction.
Here are some things to note recently
1. I asked a woman for her number when I was leaving a bar and she said 'no' I said 'ok I get it'
and she said 'I won't give you my number' and I said 'I understand' and she said 'I will make out with you though' so I said 'great, come here' and we pretty much were all over each other at the bar for the next little while. The chemistry was electric and I told her 'we have great chemistry I think the sex would be amazing' and she agreed, and then I said 'too bad well never know since I won't give you my number now' and she laughed. This was all done playfully of course. Definitely could have taken her home however I left the bar (and she follow me), and then told her I'd meet her later back at another bar. So I could go with my friends apartment to sleep with another woman I was talking to earlier. I did not end up sleeping with her, as my friend got really high, on marijuana, and so did she, then my friend kicked us both out to sleep with his girlfriend who came over, and anything that woman number 2 and I had kind of dissipated at that point. I historically relate really poorly with woman who are high on marijuna, some guys who are stoners, or smoke consistently relate and use that to there advantage. I dislike weed and getting high tremendously and don't ever do it.
2. 2 days later, I ended up spending the night with these absolutely drop dead sexy gorgeous red head, I talked with her for five minutes, asked her outside to smoke a Juul, (I know terrible ), then I kissed her 5 minutes later, she kind of shied away, and I was like 'maybe later'. She laughed and I said we should go to another venue down the street, we went together and it was closed, so went back to her house instead to listen to Eminem and country music, which she was really into. We ended up hooking up alot more then getting really drunk and fooling around but not having sex. She was like 'I know I'm being a cxxt, I just can't do that tonight' and I was like 'Ok, I understand'. I left at 8:30 in the morning and she asked me to call/text later to meet up, I did and asked if she was free to meet up later. I NEVER txt woman the day after seeing them, I think its good to wonder and miss each other for a bit, however I did and she said that she was out with friends. I got reactive that she didn't suggest another time, and chose not to write back, very silly I know, I just can't stand texting. I'm txting her again tomorrow to meet up. With woman who I come close to sleeping with and don't sleep with meeting up again has been a sticking point, it's probably my text communication, which is slightly playful and reminiscent of the time we had,and then right to the point about getting together again. What was cool about the whole thing though, is even though the underlying tones were sexual, there was a lot of romance and fun, and at points deep connection.
3. The week before-I almost ended up going home with a woman, she was with another guy, who she was not dating or seeing but who definitely wanted to see her, and she asked for my number and to meet again. I texted myself from her phone caused mine was dead, and I never received the text lol, so maybe I gave her my wrong number
I'm also just showing up places, I'm not really trying, I'm just engaging where my instincts and flow is going. So there is some cool, and really fun stuff unfolding. Again though not culminating in the mind blowing sex one might expect from a module like this. However, while I'm crazy about sex, love it, and want it, don't really care about it as much as other aspects of the connection/seduction.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
