07-05-2023, 10:52 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-07-2023, 08:12 PM by SubliminalLover.)
Heyooo! My name's Crimson, I've been using Subliminal-Shop's products since around 2018. Back then I started with Maximum Learning Speed 5.5g and since then I've used everything from DMSI to UMS 5.5g to USLM and even EHPRA.
I mention my previous subliminal use upfront because I believe it's part of the reason I get such profound results from Shannon's subs. Every time I've used one of his subs I've had noticeable effects (mental or otherwise) within the first few days. OGSF 5.9g is no different.
Before I dive into my experiences with OGSF 5.9g I want to give a quick run down about me and my goals:
Basic Stats:
Even though EHPRA v3 did a TON for me, I feel OGFS will probably help with my shame and guilt more so, as it's more targeted for that purpose. My main goals are:
I started it 2 days ago when my boyfriend bought me a copy for my birthday. The days went like this:
I will try to update this as often as I can
Thank you Shannon for making these amazing subs.
I mention my previous subliminal use upfront because I believe it's part of the reason I get such profound results from Shannon's subs. Every time I've used one of his subs I've had noticeable effects (mental or otherwise) within the first few days. OGSF 5.9g is no different.
Before I dive into my experiences with OGSF 5.9g I want to give a quick run down about me and my goals:
Basic Stats:
- I'm a 26 year old girl.
- Before doing EHPRA v3 I had suffered with panic attacks/anxiety and C-PTSD for my entire life. I bought EHPRA when I was at my worst and after ~6 months of usage all of these symptoms disappeared and have never come back.
- I'm currently self-employed/freelance (something my parents always shame me for and part of the reason I want to try this sub).
Even though EHPRA v3 did a TON for me, I feel OGFS will probably help with my shame and guilt more so, as it's more targeted for that purpose. My main goals are:
- To remove all fear and shame about being self-employed.
- To remove all fear and shame around being my true-self (my parents always got mad when I was being myself and not the person they wanted me to be).
- To overcome the guilt I feel for 'hurting' people (I didn't actually hurt anyone but my parents would always tell me I was hurting people whenever I was doing things for myself. They'd say I was "selfish" and by putting myself first I was 'hurting others').
- To remove any fears around dressing how I want to.
- To remove any fears around being wealthy/starting my own business.
I started it 2 days ago when my boyfriend bought me a copy for my birthday. The days went like this:
- Day 1: Listened for 4 loops as per instructions. Immediately felt the state-shifting. I was incredibly calm and relaxed as I listened, but not in the way EHPRA or Anxiety Relief Aid made me feel relaxed. Those felt more like I had just taken a melatonin pill or something. I'd often be unable to work while using either of those subs, so I'd use them while I slept. On the other hand, OGSF makes me feel relaxed, calm, and in control while still being fully alert. It just melts away everything that was making me worry.
- Day 2: I woke up feeling better than I have in 10 years. I literally jumped out of bed and was whistling (something i never do). I once again listened for 4 hours. This time I was noticing all the micro-changes in my behavior. I was walking different, I'd say things without doubt or hesitation, I wasn't afraid of being judged by my family. etc. It was sooo relieving just being me.
- Day 3: Once again, I woke up feeling on top of the world. My parents came over and started harassing me about stuff like they always do. They like to try shaming me for having a 'dirty' house (it's not dirty) or working from home. Normally it ruins my day. NOT TODAY!! I just ignored them and didn't even respond. I kept refocusing the topic on things I wanted to discuss and the one time they crossed a line I actually told them off! Telling my parents off and setting boundaries with them is hard for me. I can do it with other people, but my parents have always had this way of breaking me down. Looks like those days are coming to an end. (I wonder if this was because of the DRS or overcoming fear/shame or both).
- Day 4: The day went pretty smoothly over all, except PMS decided to strike a week early... So ended up with a wicked migraine and cramps (the norm for me) around noon. It's probably coincidence but I thought I'd mention it anyways as I know a emotional/mental state can play a massive role in PMS and hormones.
- Day 5 (Today): was my first off day. I didn't listen at all today and due to PMS I'm not sure how much of my erratic emotional state was due to OGFS and my subconscious processing/letting go of stuff vs how much was PMS. I think at least 60% of it was due to the sub though as I was having nightmarish dreams all night about various things. Mostly past events where I felt ashamed or situations that were similar enough to past events. It was pretty heavy stuff and I kept waking up crying. This sad/dreadful feeling followed me all day and I just couldn't shake it. Normally I'd relay on some other techniques I know (NLP/Hypnotherapy stuff) but I don't want to interfere with the sub so i just allowed the feeling to exist while I distracted myself with anime and work.
I will try to update this as often as I can
Thank you Shannon for making these amazing subs.