09-15-2018, 10:08 AM
So last night I listened to ver. A. Forgot to take the ASRB. It may have been resistance.
My PE may be resistance too. I can no longer edge to porn, I cum so ridiculously fast, just touching my dick for a few seconds is enough to set me off. And, for all you porn haters, I watched WAY more porn while I was with my FWB so that has no bearing on anything.
ION, went to get some clothes today. H&M is such a cool store with lots of attractive women. On my way there I went through another store and a cute latina smiled at me as we held EC. BUT I'm in the "nothing will happen, so why bother?" mindset now.
I truly feel like I have no control over women's attraction for me and that is putting me further into an anti-social state and an "If I can't win, why play?" mindset. I don't see that as a bad thing either.
Online, having no success being myself. With PUA I was at least getting numbers and dates, being myself yields nothing at all.
What I really want is to master PUA. And I would if I had the money for my coach but I don't. And I live in a country that gets ridiculous winter so I can't do sales year round, so I can't make my money steadily which is stupid. I have a skill that I can't utilize fully because of the weather. I hate to play the victim but it seems like I'm victim to 2 things: the weather and women's attraction. I could overcome both with enough money, however.
Anyhow, feeling pretty down today. Taking the day off even though I shouldn't.
Also, so far I'm not seeing a lot of success without using PUA so I'm back on that next week. I gave it some time off to see if what thor said was true but the results (LACK of results) speak for themselves.
My PE may be resistance too. I can no longer edge to porn, I cum so ridiculously fast, just touching my dick for a few seconds is enough to set me off. And, for all you porn haters, I watched WAY more porn while I was with my FWB so that has no bearing on anything.
ION, went to get some clothes today. H&M is such a cool store with lots of attractive women. On my way there I went through another store and a cute latina smiled at me as we held EC. BUT I'm in the "nothing will happen, so why bother?" mindset now.
I truly feel like I have no control over women's attraction for me and that is putting me further into an anti-social state and an "If I can't win, why play?" mindset. I don't see that as a bad thing either.
Online, having no success being myself. With PUA I was at least getting numbers and dates, being myself yields nothing at all.
What I really want is to master PUA. And I would if I had the money for my coach but I don't. And I live in a country that gets ridiculous winter so I can't do sales year round, so I can't make my money steadily which is stupid. I have a skill that I can't utilize fully because of the weather. I hate to play the victim but it seems like I'm victim to 2 things: the weather and women's attraction. I could overcome both with enough money, however.
Anyhow, feeling pretty down today. Taking the day off even though I shouldn't.
Also, so far I'm not seeing a lot of success without using PUA so I'm back on that next week. I gave it some time off to see if what thor said was true but the results (LACK of results) speak for themselves.
