SM stage 2 Day 9
Sarge\Frosted thanks for your constructive input. Today I am feeling under the weather its like some insecurities have come to the surface which are troubling me. I feel sad, insecure empty. All the memories from my dark past seem to have reared their ugly heads. I thought DMSI A had cleared that out but I can feel the weight of these emotions in my head. Part of me says go back to DMSI I dont what the hell is going on. Maybe I should go back to AMS not sure I am all confused. Its like the all the confidence, charm, charisma and masculinity i radiate has been broken.
I didnt go out today and stayed in watching youtube videos ignored all the calls I was getting.
Sarge\Frosted thanks for your constructive input. Today I am feeling under the weather its like some insecurities have come to the surface which are troubling me. I feel sad, insecure empty. All the memories from my dark past seem to have reared their ugly heads. I thought DMSI A had cleared that out but I can feel the weight of these emotions in my head. Part of me says go back to DMSI I dont what the hell is going on. Maybe I should go back to AMS not sure I am all confused. Its like the all the confidence, charm, charisma and masculinity i radiate has been broken.
I didnt go out today and stayed in watching youtube videos ignored all the calls I was getting.