08-25-2018, 01:55 PM
I’ve been working harder than ever , to the point where I just can’t anymore, so today I took the day off and focussed on recuperation. I noticed that since beginning this sub my attitude toward a lot of people has become more aggressive - peoples negative and unproductive attitudes feel infectious, and it feels like some people just want to win you over to a lower way of thinking and I just don’t have time or that shit right now. I’m distancing myself from a lot of people - with some just needing to be told to F off. I haven’t felt needy at all in the last couple of weeks , I didn’t think I was still needy but apparently I didn’t realise that there was some people pleasing and desire for affirmation still there, which I only notice now through it’s absense. I have no desire to meet people I normally would or Joke around with them.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
