08-21-2018, 08:53 AM
Dude, exact thing here. I welcome these moments now because I know it's a strong chance to grow. As far as wanting to know what it is. I don't feel the need anymore. For two reasons. 1 emotional reactions can be so irrational and attempting to understand them consciously can actually interfere with the free flowing energy of them. 2, if I start thinking too much I start getting wrapped up in the story tied to it. Let's say it was emotional neglect at times, it doesn't do me any good reminiscing on all the memories where I experienced that. All that matters is the now and what currently effects me.
In my experience there's a strong healing process that can occur but it involves trust and understanding with another part of yourself that can handle this stuff better than your conscious. The hard part for me has always been removing my preconceived notions of what healing entails and how it works. Too much conscious involvement and I'd derail the process.
In my experience there's a strong healing process that can occur but it involves trust and understanding with another part of yourself that can handle this stuff better than your conscious. The hard part for me has always been removing my preconceived notions of what healing entails and how it works. Too much conscious involvement and I'd derail the process.
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