08-19-2018, 10:25 AM
Been a while since I've last reported, Since the last update, went from 6 to 7 loops while on A to getting as much exposure time as I can possibly cram in one day. Here's are some notables.
At the food court, when ordering food got twice the food that I originally ordered. The clam shell box was so full that the cashier could not get the lid to properly close. A few approaches from women but nothing direct that would lead to you know what. One instance while at the self check out, the attendant (a tall brunette, an 8) who came over started chatting but for some reason could not steer the conversation to the direction it should go.
At work, increasing the number of loops, lead to polarizing responses. N is a petite brown skinned, if I had to guess, I would say Philippina who would never in the year she's been there give me a look. If I would cross her path in the hallway, she would give me this disdainful look as if I was beneath consideration. One day while in the kitchen, I broke the ice and started what turned out to be a very long conversation (30 min). Found out that she's married (I don't really care about the fact that she volunteered this info). Since then, every time we cross path, she very cheery and makes sure to greet me.
Got a very long longing gaze from a few women at the gym.
Switched to version B last week and kept the same loop regime. As a result getting some very ridiculous eye contact, which would amount in some cases what I believe to be eye f*ck*ng, from women. Walked by an outlet at the food court and locked eyes with a server, who looked down and smiled. GOTCHA!
A few days ago, while walking in the mall, spotted a mom (40's) and daughter combo (late teens) in the distance. Locked eyes with the mom, she turned her head the opposite direction, looked back at me and gave me a full body scan and kept starring at what i believe was my crotch and coyly smiled.
Yesterday, I was walking towards a woman who was window shopping at the mall. By her looks she's in her 40's in really tight shorts, which nicely outlined her bum. As I get near her she takes off, she's in front of me the whole time, she eventually goes into a store. I keep on walking and about five minutes later, she comes across from my left cuts in front of me, almost makes contact with me and my son and walks into another store.
In a nutshell, lots of hovering and IOI's but no direct approaches. Increasing the number of loops has definitely increased IOI's. However, I found myself at time alternating between fantasizing and completely being apathetic, which in some way is beneficial as I feel more outcome independent. Physically, I'm don't feel too tired from the increase in the listening regime. What I've found though is that the sub is pushing me to be the best that I can be in all aspect of my life. Going to the gym 5 to 6 times a week, to the point that I'm now considered a gym junkie. I'm getting ripped and lost tons of fat and women are certainly noticing.
My work environment is very female centric, no glass ceiling there. In my organization, women outnumber men in management at a ratio of 5 to 1 and most men in management are socially castrated. As a result, and unfortunately, there's a lot of drama there. I've realized over time that this has given me some advantages socially as there isn't a strong male presence at work. In their hind brains women crave that and If I play my cards right, there maybe rewards in the future. I don't take as much bull sh*t from the boss or anyone else for that matter and as a result, I'm getting more respect, being much more inspired and productive. That change in my life is the result of running DMSI and that alone my friends is worth the price that I've paid.
At the food court, when ordering food got twice the food that I originally ordered. The clam shell box was so full that the cashier could not get the lid to properly close. A few approaches from women but nothing direct that would lead to you know what. One instance while at the self check out, the attendant (a tall brunette, an 8) who came over started chatting but for some reason could not steer the conversation to the direction it should go.
At work, increasing the number of loops, lead to polarizing responses. N is a petite brown skinned, if I had to guess, I would say Philippina who would never in the year she's been there give me a look. If I would cross her path in the hallway, she would give me this disdainful look as if I was beneath consideration. One day while in the kitchen, I broke the ice and started what turned out to be a very long conversation (30 min). Found out that she's married (I don't really care about the fact that she volunteered this info). Since then, every time we cross path, she very cheery and makes sure to greet me.
Got a very long longing gaze from a few women at the gym.
Switched to version B last week and kept the same loop regime. As a result getting some very ridiculous eye contact, which would amount in some cases what I believe to be eye f*ck*ng, from women. Walked by an outlet at the food court and locked eyes with a server, who looked down and smiled. GOTCHA!
A few days ago, while walking in the mall, spotted a mom (40's) and daughter combo (late teens) in the distance. Locked eyes with the mom, she turned her head the opposite direction, looked back at me and gave me a full body scan and kept starring at what i believe was my crotch and coyly smiled.
Yesterday, I was walking towards a woman who was window shopping at the mall. By her looks she's in her 40's in really tight shorts, which nicely outlined her bum. As I get near her she takes off, she's in front of me the whole time, she eventually goes into a store. I keep on walking and about five minutes later, she comes across from my left cuts in front of me, almost makes contact with me and my son and walks into another store.
In a nutshell, lots of hovering and IOI's but no direct approaches. Increasing the number of loops has definitely increased IOI's. However, I found myself at time alternating between fantasizing and completely being apathetic, which in some way is beneficial as I feel more outcome independent. Physically, I'm don't feel too tired from the increase in the listening regime. What I've found though is that the sub is pushing me to be the best that I can be in all aspect of my life. Going to the gym 5 to 6 times a week, to the point that I'm now considered a gym junkie. I'm getting ripped and lost tons of fat and women are certainly noticing.
My work environment is very female centric, no glass ceiling there. In my organization, women outnumber men in management at a ratio of 5 to 1 and most men in management are socially castrated. As a result, and unfortunately, there's a lot of drama there. I've realized over time that this has given me some advantages socially as there isn't a strong male presence at work. In their hind brains women crave that and If I play my cards right, there maybe rewards in the future. I don't take as much bull sh*t from the boss or anyone else for that matter and as a result, I'm getting more respect, being much more inspired and productive. That change in my life is the result of running DMSI and that alone my friends is worth the price that I've paid.
INTJ
