Ok, going to my mom's now. She did her normal manipulative routine of calling twice, back to back, since she has some "emergency". I didn't answer. I HATE the lying and manipulation. I might mention it. Will see.
She texted giving her reasons. My brother, the saviour here, left back for Miami, and her text literally said "****'s gone. I need your help. Ouch......that hurts......." like I'd come since she's in some emergency. She creates emergencies constantly so people will rescue her. Vomit.
I'm going knowing I'll only stay 30 minutes or so. I literally just boxed up my laundry, planning on doing at her house. I don't want to do that. I'll be stuck there until it's finished, and it's a mindf*** for me. I'm keeping my laundry here and will wash it when I'm home.
My clearest motivation for going is this: months back, when I first purchased LTU 5G, I'd run it less than 24 hours. I'd planned on skipping out from seeing my mom. LTU kicked in, motivating me to keep my original word, and I did even though it was a do-nothing Sunday in the late afternoon. I felt good about myself taking care of my responsibilities. I'm going today mostly since I don't wish to regret not going. She's still my mom. I'll learn something too. I'm looking for the lesson.
She texted giving her reasons. My brother, the saviour here, left back for Miami, and her text literally said "****'s gone. I need your help. Ouch......that hurts......." like I'd come since she's in some emergency. She creates emergencies constantly so people will rescue her. Vomit.
I'm going knowing I'll only stay 30 minutes or so. I literally just boxed up my laundry, planning on doing at her house. I don't want to do that. I'll be stuck there until it's finished, and it's a mindf*** for me. I'm keeping my laundry here and will wash it when I'm home.
My clearest motivation for going is this: months back, when I first purchased LTU 5G, I'd run it less than 24 hours. I'd planned on skipping out from seeing my mom. LTU kicked in, motivating me to keep my original word, and I did even though it was a do-nothing Sunday in the late afternoon. I felt good about myself taking care of my responsibilities. I'm going today mostly since I don't wish to regret not going. She's still my mom. I'll learn something too. I'm looking for the lesson.
I want to be FREE!
