08-17-2018, 07:51 PM
Day 62,
I had some brain fog today, but no other days like that.
My voice is largely back!! I'll have some moments of complete clarity (but not coordinated like I need it to), and others where it feels like my voice on allergies. But, my voice's airflow doesn't cut off at any point in my voice.
I've spent the last few weeks learning about personal finance. I went to my bank and opened a mutual fund with a simple annual fee; no loads or commissions. On Sunday, he'll show me how to use direct investing, at which point I'll look at generalized, robotized index funds (which beat the majority of managed index funds most years, based on what I've read).
My skin issues are largely gone, but still visible. Nothing that is nagging or really embarrassing.
I'm dangerously close to starting AM6 all over again. Saw some beautiful women at the bar - just having a drink at the bar with BJJ friends - but didn't actually feel motivated to go talk with them. Didn't really want to spend the time in conversations, wouldn't really want to physically bring her (the one that caught my eye) back with me. Might just have too many negative associations with trying to date.
I don't want to use DMSI because of how it saps me of motivation towards important things. Funny that I say that though, given that I wrote a book while predominantly using DMSI.
I had some brain fog today, but no other days like that.
My voice is largely back!! I'll have some moments of complete clarity (but not coordinated like I need it to), and others where it feels like my voice on allergies. But, my voice's airflow doesn't cut off at any point in my voice.
I've spent the last few weeks learning about personal finance. I went to my bank and opened a mutual fund with a simple annual fee; no loads or commissions. On Sunday, he'll show me how to use direct investing, at which point I'll look at generalized, robotized index funds (which beat the majority of managed index funds most years, based on what I've read).
My skin issues are largely gone, but still visible. Nothing that is nagging or really embarrassing.
I'm dangerously close to starting AM6 all over again. Saw some beautiful women at the bar - just having a drink at the bar with BJJ friends - but didn't actually feel motivated to go talk with them. Didn't really want to spend the time in conversations, wouldn't really want to physically bring her (the one that caught my eye) back with me. Might just have too many negative associations with trying to date.
I don't want to use DMSI because of how it saps me of motivation towards important things. Funny that I say that though, given that I wrote a book while predominantly using DMSI.
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