08-11-2018, 10:12 AM
SM Stage 1 Day 21 (8 hours listening)
Had a nasty vivid dream of a german shepherd biting me. This is I believe is a metaphor for existing challenges I am facing in my life with family and those close to me. Their constant shaming tactics trying to make me feel that I am wrong for the path I have chosen in my life. I was feeling shit last night after I had an argument with my mother on the phone as I just could not get her to understand why I am doing what I am doing. My mother and my father still seem to have a grip over me however SM seems to have helped loosen that grip.
Last night I was walking through town and two girls were walking up towards me. One of them a tall blonde gave me a heated look. I immediately stopped them and began chatting to both of them.
The blonde girl who was alittle older then the ones I normally go for. Had lovely long legs she obviously worked out in the gym as her body was that of a woman in her 20s even though she was in her 30s.
She began playing with her hair and showing off her neck to me. I got her number and followed up by a whatsapp chat the next day. She was heading to Greece for a week so we arranged to meet when she gets back.
Had a nasty vivid dream of a german shepherd biting me. This is I believe is a metaphor for existing challenges I am facing in my life with family and those close to me. Their constant shaming tactics trying to make me feel that I am wrong for the path I have chosen in my life. I was feeling shit last night after I had an argument with my mother on the phone as I just could not get her to understand why I am doing what I am doing. My mother and my father still seem to have a grip over me however SM seems to have helped loosen that grip.
Last night I was walking through town and two girls were walking up towards me. One of them a tall blonde gave me a heated look. I immediately stopped them and began chatting to both of them.
The blonde girl who was alittle older then the ones I normally go for. Had lovely long legs she obviously worked out in the gym as her body was that of a woman in her 20s even though she was in her 30s.
She began playing with her hair and showing off her neck to me. I got her number and followed up by a whatsapp chat the next day. She was heading to Greece for a week so we arranged to meet when she gets back.
