Shannon, I would like to share my recent experience.
I've been on E2 now over a week, and like many times before, I got derailed one night. 2 nights ago I ran LTU 5G since it makes me take up responsibilities I've sidelined again and again.
Well, the day after running LTU, I was very soft and weepy, not knowing why. However, it felt like something in me was being exposed and challenged for the better. And I resumed E2 the following night.
To me, tears mean H/C subs are working. I know LTU isn't a H/C sub, but I've tried to squelch my emotions most of my life, and tears tell me "I might get out of this!" It's a relief to cry, especially when fear is usually the strongest voice.
I wondered if LTU's messages of happiness and being good to myself were taken in during that time. To me, happiness means expressing myself without fear. Come to think of it, it may have been the OSGF in it. When I've ran the solo OSFG 5G, I've wept. I've rarely wept on E2, likely due to the auric shielding.
I've been on E2 now over a week, and like many times before, I got derailed one night. 2 nights ago I ran LTU 5G since it makes me take up responsibilities I've sidelined again and again.
Well, the day after running LTU, I was very soft and weepy, not knowing why. However, it felt like something in me was being exposed and challenged for the better. And I resumed E2 the following night.
To me, tears mean H/C subs are working. I know LTU isn't a H/C sub, but I've tried to squelch my emotions most of my life, and tears tell me "I might get out of this!" It's a relief to cry, especially when fear is usually the strongest voice.
I wondered if LTU's messages of happiness and being good to myself were taken in during that time. To me, happiness means expressing myself without fear. Come to think of it, it may have been the OSGF in it. When I've ran the solo OSFG 5G, I've wept. I've rarely wept on E2, likely due to the auric shielding.
I want to be FREE!
