Shannon's Journal Discussion Volume 3

[Shannon]

Yes, it's strange, because I don't even wanted to run it at begin. But I don't know what else can cause it.

Regarding masturbating, they should be more willing to have sex with the user, maybe every time they masturbating realize more and more that only sex with the user can bring the relief she needs from sex.

Wouldn't that be taking away her free will? And remember, this program may be primarily in use by men to attract women right now, but what happens when it works and the news media picks it up? It's going to be in use by a lot of women, too.

Part of the reason I designed it for all genders is so that no one gender would go too far with it. What you can do to them, they can also do to you. Remember that.

Hm, I don't know if it is already taking away her free will, but maybe you can can make a variation. Like making her think how much better it would be now having sex with the user. Maybe you have a better idea. But if you think it goes too far then I understand if you just leave the part as it is.

I will also write something about the aura I noticed when I am home again from my business training.

I've got a lot of work to do on 3.3, and a lot more than I can remember. But I'm working on it.

Now, here is the addition to what I alread wrote:

Now as I am back I wanted to add some things I noticed in regard to my experience this week. First at all I started thinking that the experience I had was maybe some blend of DMSI 3.3 TID, USLM TID and the existing DMSI programming. I think that because getting better in that area and attracting more girls and sex is definitely a big desire for me, but I also think it used partially the existing programming and it may have also enhanced TID from 3.3. But now back to the things I noticed or wanted to mention:

- The aura was really strong and there was an almost insane amount of energy, which was exhausting in long term. In fact I sometimes started to shaking, but not sure if through energy overload, or exhaustion (it happend the last days) or maybe fear to execute completely and get her. I tried to increase the distance between myself and her to get a relief from the exhaustment, which worked to some degree, probably because the was no live-sourcing of the energy and the aura wasn't probably that big of size

There is always love live-sourcing of the energy. You may be expending more than you are sourcing from currently available sources, but there are multiple streams of concurrent live sourcing being used at all times. If it worked "to some degree" then she was probably being hit by the SRS at the same time as the Standard Sniper. You'll need to move more than 200' (something like 62 or 66 meters, IIRC) from her if that's the case.

- It looks like the energy came from my heart center, if you know what I mean

- It also looks like people perceive me at least to some degree as creepy when I was highly sexual charged, so the nofap and similar modules wouldn't help here just make it worse. I know it will still go inside, but wanted to mention anyway

Then perceiving you as creepy just means you don't yet know how to deal with having that level of sexual energy.

- The (most) affected woman gave me many crotch displays while wearing a skirt and when wearing a jeans sitting there with wide spread legs. It was always in my direction, no matter where I sat. And when I sat alone in that direction I got a really long view on her panties. The thing is I went over and started talking to her but couldn't turn the conversation into more flirty and sexual. And every time I started to initiate some "accidentaly" touches she gained a bit more distance between us. I have to mention that it was a difficult situation, because it was a business settting, even if that was in our free time. I don't know about the getting more distance, but in regard to conversation we really need some conversation skills. And I am just talking here about basic skills, which I still seem to lack, like turning a conversation into more sexual or flirty. It doesn't to be at master level, but as long DMSI doesn't make her come over, saying "let's go in my room and you **** me now", we definitely need these basic skills.

This is a situation where she is MARRIED, so you probably shouldn't be pursuing in the first place. But otherwise, this is a display that her subconscious is on board, while her conscious is not yet.

- She definitely was strongly affected, I often got a look from her saying "What's going on here?", sometimes she even looked that desperate that I felt sorry for her, like she really wanted me badly and couldn't help herself. I have to mention here that I found out that she was married, which probably made it more difficult for her

I'm sure.

- The days with the strongest affection when close to me she started to avoiding me and put as much distance between myself and her as possible. Knowing the fact that she was married it is understandable. The last day it changed a bit and the affection wasn't that crazy strong but still very noticeable. Maybe it was also because my energy was depleted as well. However, then she was closer to me again, at least here and there. I was thinking about the energy depletion and I somehow wonder if the energy sourcing from food might be to aggressive and doesn't leave enough for the body. I mean, I know there are safety limiters but maybe we can add some extra buffer of energy which would be available for the other body functions, maybe it would also decreas brain fog some experience. It is like the difference between minimum requirement for hardware for a video game (safety limiter) and optimum hardware requirements (safety limiter + energy buffer). And for those who are afraid taking energy away from the aura, the aura seems to be more than strong enough. In fact it seems that women are already intimidated by the amount of energy, so also here we need to get smarter and not necessarily stronger. That's why I don't think creating an extra buffer would hurt. This might be especially important for people who have rather little energy like me. I am more the type of sprinter than a runner and my energy gets depleted fast. And being skinny I also don't have (physical) energy reserves.

Having enough energy is partly the issue. Energy sourcing is a sticking point still. I still don't know how to do that yet while ensuring the safety of the user. But the reason I'll be working heavily on optimizing the aura in 3.3 is that indeed, it does need to be adjusted.

- Another thing is that I think the aura creates fear of loosing control in women, don't know what we can do about it or if we need to do at all.

It creates a fear of losing control because they want to execute, but they are afraid of the consequences. Especially when they are married. I'm not sure it's a good idea to get people who are not in a position to freely engage to try to freely engage. I'm trying to figure out a workable solution for that too.

Now some other stuff:
- I also noticed that the DMSI programming seems to become permanent and also use energy sourced from other subs when there is energy left. I remember on UD I used paysex a few times. Almost all of these women have become so incredibly wet that I almost needed a towel. That usually doesn't happen as it is only a job for these girls and they don't really get wet at all. Most use tons of lubrication. Also the service was better at that time and the price conditions were better. That why I am almost a bit sad because of the anti-paysex module, lol.

Well if you want it to do what it's supposed to do, you have to close off the easy derails.

- In regard to these modules like nofap, anti-paysex you said that they will only run as long the script is running in your head. But what if the script becomes somewhat permanent, wouldn't it mean that these modules would also stay forever in your head? I am simply asking because I am almost scared to death, that these modules could stay forever in your head, the thought really creates an insane fear.

That's what I had in mind for now.

These modules are designed to prevent you from using those things as a way of escaping from execution. And any fear over this is insane, because it's insane to worry about not being able to masturbate or pay for sex.