03-20-2012, 01:29 PM
RECAP of SM Stage 1 -
Improvements;
* Less needy
- I break eye contact more often, so it doesn't happens to seem like I am staring. If I do hold it a little longer or till she breaks it, I do it mostly from a appreciative feeling.
- Less urge to pursue, unless I get frustrated or get confused.
- More control and awareness of differentiating between wanting someone because I want to take something from the person and wanting someone because I want to share something. Not sure if it's the sub who helped here though.
- More of a passive "I don't give a fuck" attitude.
* I've had this since I became aware of how I look... I don't know why but almost every time I look at myself in the mirror I feel that I'm so good-looking. Not sure if this sub has had an effect on it.
* More horny. Lasting longer time.
Starting Stage 2 tomorrow night
Improvements;
* Less needy
- I break eye contact more often, so it doesn't happens to seem like I am staring. If I do hold it a little longer or till she breaks it, I do it mostly from a appreciative feeling.
- Less urge to pursue, unless I get frustrated or get confused.
- More control and awareness of differentiating between wanting someone because I want to take something from the person and wanting someone because I want to share something. Not sure if it's the sub who helped here though.
- More of a passive "I don't give a fuck" attitude.
* I've had this since I became aware of how I look... I don't know why but almost every time I look at myself in the mirror I feel that I'm so good-looking. Not sure if this sub has had an effect on it.
* More horny. Lasting longer time.
Starting Stage 2 tomorrow night
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
