07-26-2018, 05:07 PM
Back to listening to E2 after a short break to deal with some personal issues that only reinforced the need to run E2 for a lengthy period. I am finally willing to admit that yeah maybe I was somehow looking for a shortcut to fix or heal myself. The one thing that I couldn't & can't stop thinking about is something @Shannon wrote when discussing an " Ascending Alpha"
"Ouch, that looks like work, I will just avoid that by accepting myself as I am and consider that good enough."
That made me really think & come to terms with the fact that I have to be willing to do the work as much as it may suck. Eventually it won't. If I want to be the man I desperately want & need to be I have to do the work to get my shit together. So once again I'm at day one
"Ouch, that looks like work, I will just avoid that by accepting myself as I am and consider that good enough."
That made me really think & come to terms with the fact that I have to be willing to do the work as much as it may suck. Eventually it won't. If I want to be the man I desperately want & need to be I have to do the work to get my shit together. So once again I'm at day one
