07-08-2018, 01:29 AM
(07-07-2018, 05:03 AM)Griffin Wrote: hey man, why precisely are you unable to go forwards?
I am not entirely sure. I can't seem to overcome my own blockades. I am limiting myself, probably because it is safe. I have a learned network of limitations in place that I can perceive, very clearly at times, but fail at dismantling them. Instead they seem to regenerate and grow every time I manage to make the tiniest progress. Or to put it differently, I am becoming very sophisticated at sabotaging my own efforts.
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I am withdrawing from my surroundings. I do everything I can to avoid interacting with people these days.
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