06-26-2018, 05:14 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-26-2018, 05:18 PM by JCasterlin.)
(06-26-2018, 07:39 AM)subliminalsrcool Wrote: Dear Shannon,
This message is about AM 6.0. I am planning to start it for the first time once I have money saved up to buy it.
I wanted to get a custom reply based on my situation. Before I begin, firstly, I truly believe my family perceives me as a child. I am probably in the lowest of slums right now; no social life, no friends, no career success and in my late 30s. Sorry if this is going to be quite lengthy so thanks for being patient with me and reading it through. I think you might give better answers than any shrink might.
I call this title, THE BETA STORY BY A BETA MALE
A little personality background on myself. I live with social anxiety; I suspect the originating cause is when I was in my elementary years, I was scolded by my teachers and bullied by peers. Growing up into my teens, I was afraid of going to the gym in school and had a knot in my stomach. I was the quiet guy in HS that sat alone at lunch time and on the school bus sitting in the front.
During college years I didn't have much of my social life, parties etc and just was the observer from a distance. During my work life, I was a job hopper and never associated or connected with coworkers. Kind of a scapegoat by family and social outcast by others to put it in one way.
I have faith beliefs similar to my family but I also think outside the box and am afraid to portray what else I have faith in, too.
I have lived in with my parents forever. Never knew what it felt to be out and about on my own and I only delve on the thoughts and possibilities of whats out there since I have been culturally living in a strict situation by my parents.
Now I am married to someone overseas that was through an arranged marriage and never wanted to be in this position. Tried to stop it but I get the guilt trip very easily as my mom may make me feel or when I tried to break ties with family my dad would say things that would add on to that guilt stopping me from doing it.
Anyways, point of this post is about AM 6.0 that I am hoping to start soon....based on my life current circumstances, and a simple yes or no should be fine for an answer:
1. being in a marriage that I am in with this chick in a foreign land, how would one who has after an arranged marriage then becoming alpha handle the situation? Will AM 6 help me to end a marriage I never wanted to be a part of without feeling guilt that I am ending a unwanted marriage ?
2. Can AM help me to break my pattern of living so I can move out to be on my own without the control of parents or their manipulation where I can still be in touch with them but live on my own terms to live as I please (eg was "forced" to come out to TX from CT and never wanted to leave that state cuz my parents "feared" I couldnt make it on my own).
3. I am really focused more on personal development with AM and not all about the women attraction that it may manifest. So even if women show interest because of the program and I am a picky person when it comes to finding the right opposite sex species, am I able to turn them down without feelings of guilt ?
4. Overall can I have a healthy relationship with toxic family as an AM and live the way I want and be in my space too and be perceived as a 'man' by family that otherwise would have seen me as a "unsuccessful nobody"
5. This may be a slight religion question but I do need to ask hoping not to break any rules, I come from a faith that we don't allow girlfriends and only can have intimacy post marriage or cant have wifes outside of our religion unless we convert them to our beliefs; since AM has a program that attracts women because you are transforming into a "man" how would I handle this from my beliefs background?
6. Even if I want to / need to become AM, a part of me says I am comfortable where I am and cant picture myself in social situations and like to be in doors in my house all day and alone.....I never "hung out" so it would be unusual for me, will I stonewall the program because of this comfort zone thing that I experience?
I think these are the main things in my life that I want sorted out and thanks for taking the time to read my message.
Sincerely,
Hoping to start AM 6
I'm not Shannon obviously but you may want to consider running EPHRA 2.0 for three to six months before moving on to AM6.Granted AM6 does have EPHRA 1.0 in it but given the level of fear you have it may be the best option for you. I'm not going to address your religious beliefs because my opinion would probably get me banned. Let's just say if you want things to change you have to be willing to make sacrifices & the changes have to come from you.
Also healthy & toxic do not mix EVER. I can speak for that. If you want to be healthy mentally & emotionally it's definitely going to mean eliminating toxic people from your life.
